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2006-11-02T16:41:00.000+08:00

setelah sekian lama aku menghilang, kini aku kembali hanya utk megisi ruang.

kehidupan seharianku kini begitu tertekan sekali. apakan tidak, peperiksaan nasionalku hanya tinggal beberapa hari lagi. persediaan akan sentiasa tidak mencukupi. alangkah leganya diri ini seandanya dunia ini diberi masa lebih dari 24 jam.

apa agaknya khabar para sahabatku?? Hmm...kini telah lebih dua minggu semenjak kami bersua muka. adakah mereka sedang sibuk menelaah pelajaran ataupun.......... ah! biarkanlah mereka. tentu mereka memerlukan ruang sendiri utk berjuang. *ceh..*

Syawal tahun ini disambut dgn begitu sederhana buatku. hanya pada hari pertama aku keluar berziarah. Sedih juga jika dikenangkan nasib diriku ini. Namun, kehadiran para 'anak buah'ku tempoh hari, amat menceriakan diriku. Sekurang-kurangnya ada juga insan yg berhati mulia yg ingat pada diriku ini.

Baiklah, sampai di sini sahaja suratan ku pada kali ini. Oh ya! Hampir aku lupa....

Selamat Hari Raya 'Idulfitri kpd sekelian kenalanku
ku susun sepuluh jari memohon maaf
atas kesilapanku selama perkenalan kami
harap gurauan, sindiran dan tutur kata yg barang kali telah menyinggung perasaan anda
dapat dimaafkan.
Makan minum juga dapat dihalalkan ya?...

=))

Announcement!!

2006-10-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

OK. Listen up, ppl. i'm making this official. this is gonna be my last entry written in english. after this, this weblog is gonna be written in only one languahe. Malay,that is.

dont mistake me. its just taht i myself feel rojak reading entries in both malay n english. anyway, the origin of this blog is in malay as i used this url to go for a Malay weblog competition.

BUT doncha worry. i've made another blog. specially written in English. dont ask me how i'm gonna go about updating at two places. its gonna be done. just see. LoLx

so ok, this is my 2nd weblog url: [ask me]
so switch the link aites

rock on!! pssst...i wont go missing. doncha worry =D

2006-10-29T14:25:00.000+08:00

yay! i got a music on my bloggie finally...LoLx. haha...dont mind the song ah...just simply put first. later i get a better and up-to-date song. been cracking my brain to find one. any idea peeps??

hmm...seems like someone responded to my previous post. "Matrephisaprokok". Of all names u put that...haiyo. whats so secretive bout ur identity?? u so special meh?? i gonna hunt u down izzit?? whatever la ah

"Melayu lemah. Setakat bangsa aje"?? Siapa yg buat dier lemah? Its people like u-know-who who spolis us. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelangah. argh. Kenapa perlu rosakkn nama sendiri? Bukan kah kerja bodoh itu namanya? Kalau tknk jaga maruah diri sendiri, jaga nama baik keluarga.

Tk apalah. Terpulanglah kepada diri masing2 akan pendirianmu tentang hal ini.

2006-10-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

went out to do self study at Civic just now. its normal for anyone to drop by cwp or anywhere near it to pass by boots n shoes. its like a port already ah down there for teens to wait for their mates. they'll gather down there in groups. i hate to see that. it somehow, to me, displays a hooligan-way-of-life kinda attitude. so rowdy..even i myself dont like to be waiting down there for my frens.so what exactly am i driving at??

okok. as u know, its the Raya season. so lotsa malay kids will be waiting there for their friends to arrive. yg perempuan dtg kelihatan anggun dgn baju kurung atau kebaya. tapi bila da pkai lawa2 kene tunggu member2 yg lambat, nampak mcm jual diri pulak. hehe...*no offense here*. taP part yg aku btol2 tak boleh angkat is the guys ah. rambut nk mohawk la, apache la, spiky2 la...pikir hensem pe? dah lepas tu, duduk menyangkung hisap rokok. cool eh?oh puh-leessee la..buat malu masyarakat melayu je. mana pergi budaya melayu yg asli? ke mana pergi nya songkok n kain sampin? since when ripcurl slippers replace the capals??

i salute the guys who still keep the tradition. thanks ah. go advise ur frens who's killing OUR tardition! our tradition is one which is full of politeness n sincerity. n where has it gone to? lets not fall into the hand of the Westerners way of life. u can folow their trend. sure no problem. BUT, jgn cuba nk campur adukkan budaya org Barat dgn budaya Melayu!

~Hidup Mati Melayu!!~

2006-10-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

i dont know whats wrong with me ah. been dreaming bout him lately. what has he gotta do with me?!?! why in the world, of all ppl, he appeared in my dreams? its not once ya know...what is this implying??? o well, only God knows

Mom's been doubting me like hell very very often, lately. i dont know why. its super frustrating n annoying. no point aku susun sepuluh jari smlm minta maaf n history repeats itself within a fortnight. what is wrong with her???what does she think i am? some kind of a jailbird? LoLx..

Alex receieved his long awaited kuihs today. The way he pronounce kuih is like pronouncing ghost in chinese. "Gui". LoL! As always, his lessons has always been enriching. there's always be lessons besides Maths. there's lotsa advertisements during his lessons. n only his. his ad lasted 45 mins today. n guess what was the ad abt???

Love life, BGR, fashion statements.
-he taught the boys the right way to chase a girl. a gentlemen way. quite interesting ah. Hmm.....so if any of the boys comes chasing after one of us n the methods seems kinda familiar, i think i know from who he got his 'ilham' from ah..hehe. keep ur eyes open gals!
-his question was: Is it a fashion statement nowadays for guys to wear pants at or below their hips n girls to show off their bra straps?? My ans was: If its fashion n in trend, u'd already be seeing us doing so. LoL..which is obviously not ah.
-he talked abt how each girl in the class is gonna face their love life. Mamas is naive n prone to be tricked. Mamas admitted it. he even advised her to take precautions. Kinda silly ah, but its true.
-he commented on me. certain things he said bout me are true n i agree. but some i totally disagree. i didnt voice out on what i disagreed. its so untrue ah. i mean...me punching a guy?? how idiotic can i get? no doubt i'm tough, i wont be so dominating right? its obvious he doesnt know me that well. i merely kept quiet n be laughed at. i just wanna see how far he'll go. it just amazes us on how he cam actually evaluate such things. Psychology u call it. but he doesnt take psycholgy. i guess its his strong self instinct n his general knowledge n reading helps him cover up.

Alex told me he's gonna get a Harley Davidsons. i was like" Yah...so??" its not as if i'm interested in Harleys or what. in fact, i feel kinda disgusted in Harley riders. when one mention abt Harley Davidsons, the first thing that comes to my mind is The Undertaker from WWE. aint he hideous with that moustache, bandenna n glasses. Cool~u guys may call it. But its a major turn off for me seeing an old man with sleveless vest n exposing the flabby arms with wrinkled skin. Plus! their big bloated n bulging stomach. Doncha think so girls?? Eeew..he's looking for a second hand bike, Alex told me. *Like i care* Pls la cher, u really fell for what i said ah?? Stop it la. U're appearing silly to me. Hahaha!! Sry ah, no offense to anybody. Just my poiny of view =D

2006-10-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

bought a DiGicam at last
a Vios for transportation
sibs all happy la
this year's Raya was almost incomplete
w/o a camera and a car
now that we have em' both,
they're lovin' it to the core

me??
biasa2 je
ada ke tkde,
raya will only be one day for me
that is the 24th Oct ah
shouldnt have bought a second baju
waste money only
haiizz...

niwaes,
i was surpirsed i received a msg from Budi,
my ex-colleague from JBP
not there to ask me how's life or anything
but wished me a Deepavali instead
what an ass
LoLx

i miss the birds n their compaby sia
Vijay asked when wanna come back
Soon ah
end of next month perhaps??
yea rite...
thats like so soon

that one
later later can talk ah
for now, gotta mug hard
mug real hard
the only xtra lessons i have now is Maths
so kind of Mr Choh to have it
the other teachers all bochap

towards the end of the fasting month
is when all Moms are not cooking
n there's no smoke from the stove
thats coz all Moms are bz preparing the house
n lately,
i've been eating lots of fast food
not good la
i HAVE to LOSE some weight
get some fats BURNING
dont wanna end up as a humpty dumpty
the next time my friends sees me
i still wanna be the sporty n healthy me
=))

haf to start excercising
last time i can easily be in e pink of health
cos there's the sch
to conduct P.E. lessons
n my soccer team to help me keep fit
but all those are gone now
i'm really left ro survive on my own

[Pix!!!]

2006-10-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

yay-ness!!!
finally, after much collation
from different ppl
i finally got the Grad Day pics!
weee~!!
here are some
i still have others in my laptop
upload it while i have the time ah

Babes of the day.
i came in late
so i was stranded ay the back
n thus spoil the formation
LoL...

Mr Asmuri
our DnT instructor
we owe him loads dude
thanks!
he's kind, cool
n o well,
funny n silly at times

Mr Tan PY
my great Pyhsics teacher!!!
he's simply awesome dude!
*no doubt he knocks my head frequently*
he's lessons are understandable
he's motivating
the best teacher

Mr Quek
well, he's never taught me
joined the sch early this yr
but he's the T i/c for Sec1 NPCC squad
thats how i know him
he's bubbly n has lotsa story to share
he's highly motivational
dun play shit with him hor!

Mr Roszelan
another DnT instructor
not ours
but he's friendly
always with Mr Asmuri
when u're with em, u're
strongly advised to close ur ears
coz they talk bad behind our DnT teachers
hahahahaha!!

Mr Alex Choh!!!
the one i've been talking abt
he's simply aweseome la
entertaining, super bubbly, happy-go-lucky kinda guy
& n &....
he never fails to make us go hysterical with his 'lessons'
time flies super fast with him
n bcos of him, i fell in love with maths
=))

**PS: Pics are courtesy of Radhiah, Kamarul n Dian

sad i didnt get to take pic with......

[O Level Sci(Phy/Chem) Practical]

2006-10-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

26 Ramadhan 1427H

nervous like hell b4 exam
when enter...
what a relief!!
a pendulum bob experiment for physics
CT wanted that n she got it
good for her
mulut masin btol..
Chem..
was given a unknown aqeuous blue solution
stared at it n
something just tells me it
has something gotta do with copper
n true enuff,
after experimenting here n there
it was Copper (II) Chloride!
wee...hahaCkz

spent 3 boring hours being quarantined
i just cant stand Obi n Fiq
they're just so irritating!!
grow up lah puh-leessee...

nthg much to update
in no mood actually
update for the sake of
remebering the day i sat for my practical exam

so yah...
update more soon
tatas~!

26 more days to 1st O lvl paper

[Graduation Day]

2006-10-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

grad day sux big time dude
real big
i mean..
i'm so gawd damn frustrated
she's so cruel
heartless
n so inhumane

how could she treat such a big day like this
so lightly?!?!
she was so inconsiderate
all these past 3 years
i organize for my seniors such a grand n formal Grad Day
n when it comes to my turn,
this is what i get?!!!
wtf?!
shit her off man!!
so much so to call herself a teacher
what a capable teacher
*bluergh*
argh!

she was rude
in giving away the Best Student of the Term award
it was so informal
she idiotically called out the students' name
n whats worst
she gave the cert with her bloody dirty left hand

it wasnt even called a ceremony
as far as we grads are concerned
it was a mere normal sch assembly
i could barely count the no. of teachers with my ten lil' fingers
there wasnt even any lighting
what more decoration!
everyone went "Dah?? thats it?!"
n what as i suppose to ans??
gahh...
stupid pathetic sch

what the hell is wrong with her??!
she hate us so much?!
damn her

i'll never accept what happened today
what an end to a lovely sec sch life
n its all thanks to her!!!!

[last.]

2006-10-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

so sad!!
today's the last of the last lesson we had in our lives
last secondary lesson
no more curriculum hours
for the next 4 mths+
sobsob
we made use of the half an hr break we had
between 1000 and 1030
to take loads of pics
suddenly all camera came out
digital cams...
hp cams... haha
funny funny
everybody just went ard snapping pics
w/o the owner realising it
kinda cute though
haha
its all so sweet
to have the class as one
snapping candid photos
so yah...
these are a few of he pics
the rest still with Rad
i'm still waiting Cess!!!

caught off guard
~courtesy of Waz

b4 lesson started
~Courtesy of Dian

we spent our break chillin' ard
~Courtesy of Dian

they didnt like my face, so they push me down*sigh*
~Courtesy of Dian

2006-10-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

argh
its really pissing me off
i shant disclose the itinery for our Grad Day
lets just say...
its gonna display the capability of our teachers in organizing such an event
n pls dont get me wrong
just dont expect too much
n going by what i knew today
its gonna be real disappointing

there goes my EL n Hist lessons
today was the last i had
n they were both meaningful
no scoldings
just pure advices by my Hist tchr
n loads of fun n laughter
Kamz was being super irritating today
he wanted to make the best out of the last EL lesson
such an irritant
but nvm...
hadnt it been for him
i'll be bored to death
n most prob fall asleep
within the 1st half hr of the lesson
heehee

Grad Day is two schooling days away
i dont give a damn to the itinery
i just wanna spent the best of times
i'll be left with together with
my friends n the sch building

n whats stopping me from doing so???
the fact that i have yet to get a new camera n that is so
decided on the Powershot AS640
but dont have the time to really get it
n i'm seriously running out tof time
how am i gonna capture those very very last few moments together??
garrhh!!!...

PS: Any kind soul willing to borrow me theirs, perhaps??

tell me its untrue

2006-10-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

okayy...
i dont know if this is for real or not
but...
it sounds so...
argh

okok
lets get to the point

there has been news that...
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........

there's no Graduation Day 2006
!!!!!

ya i dont know if its true
a lower sec councillor told me so
but the thing abt this kid is
he loves to play pranks on me

but then again...

it might be true
cos our Grad Day is like
smacked right in the middle
of the sch's EOY examination
which means the
councillors are going to be affected
GAAHHH!!!!

Plus,
this kid said it was
a decision called by the principal

this is so unfair!!!

i guess my success in getting the
Colors Award [Gold] doesnt mean a shit
IF there's no Graduation Day

2006-10-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

15 Ramadhan 1427H

dreadful week
life's been like a roller coaster
n it will always be that way
i guess

i find myself
in a sea of mixed emotions at one pt of time
n that makes me real confused
n uneasy
i dont know why

the class has been real silly lately
boys will always be boys
so low class kena caught for throwing paper balls
at one another
lolx..

the discipline of the school is plunging
it has taken a deep plunge
i dont know has what happened
i guess the presence of Mr Khir doesnt really help
haha
students threatening to whack teachers
students throwing paper balls at teachers
haiiz...
goodbye WDL
the glorious days will soon came to a devastative end
if a crucial action is not being taken

sad la for Mrs Yap
cos she's gonna leave the sch this year
on such a bad note

talking bout leaving..
Hmm...

Mr Alex is considering whether to leave or not
he's in a dilemma
he consulted us
n us being us
we said he SHOULD leave
hahahaha
for good la
gain more experience
he's a good teacher
he was offered to teach in other schools by one P n one VP
which sch, only he knows
Plus, we dont want future students to be taught by him
cos he's just too good to be true
LOLx...so evil ah
haha

Mr Teo's departure is an international knowledge
everyone knows it
but not Mr Alex's
i'm not really sure bout his departure
some says he's resigning from the teaching career
but i dont believe so
some says he was offered a better job in another school
o well...
one thing for sure:
WDL is gonna lose an intelligent, good-looking yet annoying teacher
LOLx...

n of course!
WE are gonna leave WDL in 8 days' time!!
whoa...
4 years went by real fast
*sigh*

i wanna be re-born again!!!

2006-10-05T12:39:00.000+08:00

Ada sesuatu perkara yang mengganggu fikkiran sejak kebelakangan ini.

Hairan. Sungguh menghairankan. Mengapakah aku sering disalahanggap sbg seorang gadis berbangsa Cina?? Nak kata aku ada darah Cina yg mengalir didlm tubuhku ini, tidak juga. Malahan, tiada pula saudara maraku yg berlatar belakangkan kelaurga Cina

Apabila aku bertanya kpd si dia yg mula bertutur dgnku dlm bahasa Mandarin akan kenapa dia berbuat sedemikian, jawapan tetap yang akan akui terima ialah: "Oh, kamu lihat seperti Orang Cina. Wara kulit kamu cerah. Putih.", katanya. Hmm..Jawapan mereka wajar dipertikaikan.

Pada diriku, aku seorang yg berkulit gelap. Ini memandangkan aku seorang penggemar aktiviti lasak dan sering berada di bawah sinaran terik mentari.

Bukan. bukan aku berkecil hati apabila dipandang sedemikian rupa. Tidak pula aku malu utk mengaku diriku berbangsa Melayu. Cuma... agak lucu bagiku. Hmm...apa kata aku beljar berbicara dlm bahas Mandarin?? Ada juga baiknya. Itu bonus bagiku. Haha.

Namun, aku amat berbesar hati dan bersyukur atas kurniaan Ilahi kerana secara semulajadinya, aku berkulit cerah. Jadi, tidak perlulah aku mengahbiskan wang ke atas produk-produk menjaga kulit. =P

haizz..

2006-10-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

now i haf to go to sch alone
no longer aini to accompany
no more going to sch together
i'm all alone!

sigh
she'll be sitting for her N level
no longer attending sch
so sad..
hmm

well all the best Aini
not forgetting the rest
Ju, Tasha, Zuiny, Midah, Seri, Van,Nan, Faz
n the list goes on....
gonna miss eu guys loads
miss e times we fooled ard most
study hard kays...

n i in return have to suffer
their sufferings coming to an end soon
while mine still have a loong way to go

time table change again
still on 2 hr basis
but ends at 1500hrs
which means its only 3 subjects a day
maths down to 3 times a week
EL as well
SS once
mann,its a real game against time dude

thinking abt the time i have left
really freaks me out
wonder if i will ever make it anot
risau sia
damn risau

life's never fair

2006-09-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

yah...
azan sedang berkumandang
n i'm here blogging
dont bother to break my fast
who cares anyway
i am being treated
as one whi is invisible
great

certain things i'm very sure i'm confident of
if i'm right, yes i'm right
when its not my fault, its surely not mine

i certainly wouldnt want to look like an idiotic fool
being reprimanded for things i didnt do
i mean its real stupid la
let other ppl look at u being scolded at this age
for petty stuffs
u didnt do

n it sucks when some adults purposely
wanna make small things turn out to look big
who should i be saying this to
-Grow up man-
u or me??

u're certainly OVER RE-ACTING, for goodness's sake!!!
childish sia
when i'm at right,
i'm not afraid of anyone
anyone
dont care how high ur status is
say all u want
i'll stand by my ground

who needs to adapt to who??
a growing adult adapting to "primitive" adults
or vice-versa??
who's growing?
n who needs guidance?
wake up la
learn from that hideous past

hate to say this la
but u guys obviously DONT learn
so shameful to have to say this to u
its as if i'm teaching u
but what to do
some ppl just needs to be knocked out of their senses

what has happened is happening again
cos certain ppl just refuse to give in
refuse to admit defeat
refuse to understand

gaahh!....whatever la ar
just hope the younger ones dont suffer the same fate as me

i'm cold-blooded
i'm vicious
i'm rude
i'm sarcastic
sadly,
thats the way i've been brought up
so DEAl with it

2006-09-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

n yah...
i forgot
i wanna wish my peeps a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

[1] Muhd Fahmi Hussaini who turned 16 yesterday

--forgive him for being silly.
he was only 15 then.
HAHAHAHAHA

[2] Muhd Hakim b Khairul Affandi who turned 17 yesterday too

n

[3] Siti Dian Natasha bte Azaman who is 18 today.
Happy birthday, gal!!

--Dian, all i can say now is: All the best for ur O's. Study hard ok. Push all the way. u have to.
May u succeed n pursue the diploma of ur choice. N always take care my
friend. i may not be visible but i will always stay close to one's heart =D

With love;
Nadiah

2006-09-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

argh
*sighs*
have not been updating lately
dont ask me why
i just update today
to tell u that i've not been my true self lately bloggie..

i dont know why
i'm low spirits, thats it!
my morale has been low
my self-esteem has been lowered
n i'm no longer my hyper self

its absolutely not due to the fasting month
its something that comes to haunt me
when i dont expect something to happen
n it happened
i feel so useless of myself

i just feel so dejected
n lethargic
whats wrong with me??
i gotta do lots n lots of reflection bout whats been happening
to me, myself n things around me

i dont even have the appetite to have my meal
despite surviving on air only thru e day
n what did i have when breaking fast?
a cup of tea, date, 2 sausages, n a forkfull of bee-hoon
thats all?? yeah

lesson ended great today
had fun besides learning physics
but that fun didnt last long
that miserable feeling engulfs me again when i board e bus home

at this bleakest period of my life,
i just want to be left alone
well, not totally alone
just dont chase after me
when u see me walking ahead
thanks
other than that
i'm still harmless n u can stick ard

things are just not going the way i wanted it to be

i get sad
just feel like crying
nowadays, i realise i get hurt easily
n my eyes get wet unknowingly

i'm just so disappointed in myself!

why am i not the way i want myself to be??!!!
WHY?!!

the odds seems to be against me
i guess its God
He's testing me

aaAaarrGghh!! help...
i'm drowning in my world of problems

sch timetable sux. Singapore Idol

2006-09-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

waaaahhh!!
its been so long since we had proper lessons
n when we got back to basics today
it was as if we were just back from a holiday
ya right, tee-hee

n guess what??
the new timetable given out early this morning sux!!
yea man, it do
each subject now runs on a two hourly basis, for crying out loud!!!
Plus, our NORMAL curriculum hours no longer end at 1330hrs but at 1700hrs
Damn! Its gonna be dreadful
Are our results that bad??

Results are not out yet
Teachers just refuse to
For whatever reason i do not know

Talking abt results
The result of our next Singapore Idol will be out soon!
So who have you votes?
Leong or Mirza??
tee-hee
my family voted for Hady
yay-ness!!
can't believe aunt voted 100 times for him!!!
gawd. whats she thinking?? haha
but nvm, she's loaded
hehe

if Johnathan wins tonight,
i know who to look for
mr shahid afham!!!
alamak u arh....
dont know how to read arh
good to know that u voted for Hady
but pissed to know that u smsed the no 1!
1 is for Johnatahn, for crying out loud!!!
eargh. n u voted 10 times for 1?
thanks, u're a great fan of Hady
hahaha =D

kk, better get back to the show.
ENERGY?? hmm...

~adios ppl~

n Happy Fasting, my fellow Muslims

why people, WHY??

2006-09-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

this entry is specially dedicated to my beloved 4B -regardless of male or female

Kepada para sahabatku;

Guys (in general), whats happening to u ppl??
Where's the strong friend relationship i knew back then?
Where?
Have u guys gone out of ur mind?
I feel so lost n confused
Where's the real u?
Is this the real u?
Or were u really u back then?
Which one?

Why the sudden curiosity in ur buddy?
Since when did u have doubts in others?
Since when did u start labelling people?
Do u have to turn against one just because one went back on her words?
Ever thought abt
What made one do such a thing?
(One had to take drastic actions to turn out a winner)
What one had to go through?
What one felt?
How much one cried in facing those criticisms n heart piercing words?
Ever???
Ever wondered how much one suffered in silence??

i'm not speaking in favour of anybody
but please...
i'm begging u
STOP all these
its totally absurd

I'm torn between two parties

Guys, mind ur ego
Watch ur words
N look to whom u're talking to

Ladies, mind ur actions
Be wary of who is watching
Don't try to be too kind
Cos at time; It Never Pays to be Kind

To both parties;
Have some respect for one another
Bear in mind the joyuous times we had together
as ONE

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Aku benar2 hampa
Tidakku sangka
Sahabat yg ku kenali selama ini
telah bertukar menjadi seorang yg berat sebelah
Angkara desas-dusus yg didengari nya

Dimana perginya erti kepercayaan pada seorang sahabat?
Ke mana pergi nya watak saling faham memahami antara sahabat?
Ke mana, wahai teman
Aku benar benar kecewa

Dulu, aku megenali dirimu sebagai seorang teman yang,
Suci -dari segi perwatakan
Tidak pernah sesekali terlintas di fikiranku bahawa
Kau seorang pendendam
Seorang yg berhati kaudu
Seorang yg berat sebelah

Akan tetapi, aku yakin
Kau tetap kau yg aku kenali sikit masa dulu
Sebagai teman, aku beri masa utk kamu semua kembali seperti dulu
Selesaiknlah maslah antara sesama sendiri
Dengan cara yg matang dan bijaksana
Akan ku sedia menanti kepulangan para sahabatku yg suci
Amin.

Everyone's true Friend;
Nadiah

thanks

2006-09-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

Siti Nur Aini!!!!!!!
i feel like whacking u upside down sia

well, this buddy of mine invited me to her bdae bbq pit at ECP today
first time going to ECP on bus was kinda worrying
scared lost la
normally i go there either by car or taxi

met Zuiny at 12
Bing last min backed out cos her unc passed away
so ok fine, only two of us
took 966 to Parkway Parade
took abt 50 mins
then walked to ECP

Hmm, so now what??
Signboard says pit 1-17 is on de right
18-20 on de left
Hmmm......
aini said her pit was at de very last
so....we took de left cos 20's de last
walked n walked for 15 mins, tk spai2
call aini

Nad : Aini, aku da spai ni. Kau kat ne??
Aini : Aku kat carpark G ah...
Nad : Carpark G?? Aku tk nampak pon carpark...
Aini : Ada la..kat hujung2 sana
Nad: Kk...kau bilang aku pit no. kau apa??
Aini: Aaahhh...pit no. 71, area G
Nad : wtf?!! Aini!! aku baru kat pit no. 23 tau!! Kau nk aku jalan spai bila??!!
Aini: *giggles* Sorry ah Nad...aku nye hujung ah. Kau jln lagi sikit arh..
Nad : Grr...jalan?? Dah ah...c u later

Damn! why so far sia??
Of course me n Zuiny were not stupid enough to walk la
Rent a bike for 3 hrs n started cycling
that was at ard 1320
wahh! it was as if we were cycling from one end of ECP to the other end!
Zuiny was like "Bila nak sampai ni Nad???"
N i was "Lagi sikit2...lagi 40 pit..."
haha

the distance between 3 pits only was so damn far, what more 40 pits
argh
but we discovered lots of things ah
& n &....
i managed to find a place where i could learn wakeboarding!!!!!
n its fun dude!
yes arh!! finally...
its just behind the ECP Hawker Ctre
thats where i'll be after my O's
hehe

n i also discovered that Zuiny was clumsy in cycling
haha
she said its shaky la
i said where got..
she said, long time never cycle la Nad
haha
n she looks cute when she goes zig zag trying to get hold
hehe

guess how long we took to reach aini's pit??
50 solid mins arh!!
my precious butt was as hard as the stone table
n my leg was aching
she got one hell of a shouting from me n Zuiny the moment we arrived
n all that she could do was laugh n a simple "Sorry"
fine, nvm
Bdae gal nye pasal dimaafkan =D

gosh, the wind there was so damn strong that the cups n plates flew everywhere
aini had a hard time getting things done
her helpers were all down by the sea side already
i just couldnt resist the succulent marinated bbq chicken wings
n so i indulge myself in some good food n totally forgot abt Zuiny
she saw me eating n went "Nad!!! Kau tk tunggu aku??! Dahsyat..."
sorry ah babe, tee-hee

wen ting's Mom made a rabbit shaped shelly
sooOoo adorable!
too adorable that no one touched
hehe
3 diff types of noodle
plenty of tidbits

after eating, sat by the rocks n watched ppl yacht-ing
cool dude
i loove to see things move fast
its as if one is trouble-free, unstoppable
watched Nan n the others played by the shore
so good to see ppl smiling n laughing
having the time of their life with friends
i love their laughters
played "monkey" to kill time while waiting for the others
me n Zuiny were Aini's first guests,
excluding her helpers la
before me n Zuniy made our way back to return our bikes n go home,
Aini decided to open her gifts
n gosh! they were all so so so wonferful!!
especially the one given by Kartik n Azizul
those boys were so creative n sincere
they made a clear acrylic display box with an Adidas ball standing in it
cool! awesome dude...
and our dear Aini was of course overjoyed
me, Bing n Zuiny gave her an OP bag file
Nan gave her a Pooh bear
n the list goes on..

Decided to make a move at 1600
just when we hopped on our bikes n ready to say goodbye,
Tasha n gang called her asking her where in the world she is
they claim to have been walking for 20 mins but still have yet to set sight on us
asked where their location were n they said they were at the wakeboarding area
me n Zuiny had a great laugh
i said "Aini, tell them to walk miles n miles further down."
LoLx...thats like damn far man.
Going by bike from that area, it will take approx 30 mins...
but by walking??? Hmm...
perhaps an hour?? haha
didnt wait for them cos we gotta return our bikes
so we just rode off asked aini to send our regards
wasted la cos they brought sandwiches n satay..
yum yum..

thenwhen want to retuen our bikes, the pak cik ask for receipt

Pak Cik: Receipt dier??
Me : Huh? what? what receipt??
Pak Cik: Receipt basikal. ayooo...hilang ehk??
Me: Zuin, aku ada ambil ke??
Zuin: Ada la Nad...kau masukkn dlm plastic bag tadi
Me n PakCik: Plastic bag da buang?
Me: Alamak.....mcm mana ni?
Pak Cik: Ha mcm gini tkle dpt buspass awak balik tau *grins*

Damn him. Trying to scare us
Lucky me he trusted us enough to just return our bus passes
that really freaked me out sia
cycle so long, skali must make U turn arh...
aiyoh, Nadiah so careless

n so we walked pur wobbly leg homes
tired n worn out
from both the fun n frustration
thanks Aini
for making ur bbq pit a memorable one tee-hee

n once again;
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY AINI!!!!!!

a break alas

2006-09-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

finally.
prelims finally over
a 2 dreadful week
should say 3 la cos i spent the Sept hols studying studying n more studying
no form of entertainment
all that was on my mind was books, notes, books, notes n more of books n notes
haha

can only breath an air of relief for a while
A WHILE
thats cos the most crucial part of sitting for an exam is...
having to face with the results
what sort of 'results'?
well, only God knows
LOLx...

actually, i dont feel the excitement upon the completion of my prelims
i still have that "its exam period" kinda mindset in me
the studiuos blood, n i mean real studious,is still gushing in me
no doubt its almost 10 hrs since i last sat for my last paper
i still feel there's a paper tmr
lol

alright, enough of those
whats there on the 1st day of sch??
Hmm...
O yah!
i owe teachers lots of things
owe Cg his karangans
i keep on forgetting
then.....errr
yah, Mr Alex
his sample folio i borrowed
must return
then....................... yikes!
Mr Sani is expecting an ans
what now?
well, its still a NO-NO for me
too bad ah
not interested liao
4 years of NPCC has done me enough!
i have yet to qn the purpose of having a CI..
i mean, is the CI some kind of representative of the unit in national activities
or....what??
if a CI is there to make sure training goes on, i can also do it w/o becoming a CI
i mean, i just come down n help out la
just like what SI Mohd Nor n SSGT Jieh Hong is doing
no need CI
wakakakaka

i think its really time for my unit to wake up
someone has to screw them up
get some hell out of them
have some real hardcore training
the best is to have a CI NOT from WDL
a kid from another school
that will give a diff touch
total new
thas what i wanna see
a change

the fact that a CI is an ex-WDLer, it allows cadets to be comfortable with em'
i mean, its a "u-know-me-n-i-know-u-so-we're-kind-of-friends-n-shouldn't-be-treated-coldly" kind of thing
so they cadets tend to take advantage of that fact
n thats the root of evil in having a productive n quality NPCC Unit

so sorry la
i know i'm cruel, vicious, cold-blooded n evil
but i'm doing the unit a very favourable favour
HAHAHAHAHAHA
up to y'all
all de best
may u prosper as always
wakakaka

2006-09-19T13:14:00.000+08:00

nice phy n chem P2

o well,
lately, i've been "reunited" with quite a no. of my ex-pri schmates
sakinah, khairunnisa, addinu, joe
all thru the internet
be it MSN or friendster

thank god they still recognise me
but sadly, i don't recall certain facts abt em
haha
n they were like "Nad, where's ur tademark?" "U still have that......look in u"
n i will be like "Hmm...am i that famous?"
lol...haha

fasting is just this weekend
time flies by damn fast
so fast that we want to hold back time
cos the faster the day goes by,
the sooner our joyous days in WDL comes to an end
n none of us wants that

i, personally, am NOT willing to let go of the times i had in WDL
NOT willing to let go of my dearest friends
NOT willing to let go of my wonderful teachers

haiiz...
only time will tell

2006-09-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

ok. internet connection on my side has been real god damn slow. dont know why.
thats why i didnt blog over the weekend.
who so patient wanna wait with all the stupid pop-ups?

ok first of all, i got to sort out an issue thats been on my mind for these 4 days...
how? how? how? how? how? how?
yes or no?
want to join or not?
should i go for it or should i not?
theres so many questions with a 50-50 ans to it
it sucks man to b in this state

i even went to an extent of drawing out a table n jotting down
"Reasons why i should join the 71st batch of Cadet Inspectors n Reasons why i should not join"
sounds ridiculous but...yah, thats what i did
n its worst when u have it all balanced
argh!

after much in depth thoughts n consideration, i decided NOT to
now,that was my stand on Sat n it lasted for 2 and a half days??
after my paper at 0930 today i was so unlucky to bump into mr sani during his PE lesson at e carpark
he actually talked to huda during morn ay already but i wasnt there
n so he asked me why n i said i'm not willing to
partly bcos of e duration of e course
n he's surely disappointed ah
can see
he was really really hoping that one of us would kindly or willingly take up the challenge
but sadly, no one did
not even the chairperson, Huda
nor the vice-chairperson, Razali

the way he put it seems like in desperate need of a CI
he was like "please ah, please ah...give it a good thought. go back n talk to ur parents...if not next year how?"
n i was like "haiz..."

so here i am again
left hanging in mid air
just kill me, pls
why did such a girl by the name of Nadiah ever existed in WDL?
everybody seems to b asking her to take charge!
argh, enough la
lets just put it aside n concentrate on exams
so mr sani got to be patient for my decision ah

blab more later ah
gtg
bye

~kiss me when i cry, bless me when i die~

2006-09-15T13:55:00.001+08:00

ahhhh.....finally a week is over. a hectic week it has been. exams exams n more exams. it was fun though going thru the emotional ride. suspense, nervous etc.
so here's this week's re-cap:

Mon,11.09
- english paper 1
- wonder how will the marker re-act upon reading my essay? hmm...cos i actually poked fun at Taufik Batisah. yikes! haha
- how in the world is a proposal written?? i seriously do not know...is it the same as a letter of recommendation? hmm...i dont recall my EL teacher teaching how to write a proposal letter. O well, like she once said when we were doing our test, she didnt want to c us wasting our time figuring out the letter format. Dont know just dont know lah. what is imporant is the tone of the letter n the way u write. thats all. so i blabbed n blabbed. *hopefully its right*
- shock to receive a msg from diq thru dian. he said there's a DnT class that afternoon. we were like: "Halooo...its the exam period n he still wanna have afternoon class? biar btol?!". refusing to belive diq, i personally called the man himself n true enough there was a class. he wanted us to make the necessary changes to our folio since he has marked it. thank god i passed! did some last touch up on my artefact n wallah, its all done!

Tue,12.09
-EL P2
- shocked yani didnt turn up. sick. love sick i guess cos she told wawa she quarrelled with her bf. but yani, surely not to an extent whereby u forsake ur exams right? haiish..
- compre quite straight forward though. but summary? hmm...i seem to fall short of the no. of words. i have the points but somehow, somewhere, something was missing.
- went to cwp with ct n fana to bind my gen phy notes. then went to popular to get some stationeries. then came the biggest shock of my life. i really felt like killing myself
CT: Nad,esok nk kene pkai long ruler tak utk paper 1?
Me: (Confidently says) Esokkn SS paper jek. Buat apa nk long ruler?
CT: Huh??? Mana ada Nad?! Esok lepas SS ada e-maths paper 1!!
Me: (Stares at CT n looked at Fana for confirmation) Serious??!! Kau biar btol?!
CT n Fana: A AH Nad!!
Me:Astghfirullahaladzim!....setahu aku SS jek! Aaaarrgghh!!!
CT n Fana: *shakes head*

i swear i only saw the SS paper only on wed. i didnt look further down to make sure there was something else. went home to check if i got the wrong time table. n true enough there was an e-maths ppr1! i panicked n worked on maths right away. lucky i prepared myself during hols. went thru a lil bit of maths to get the engine ready.later at night, i studied SS

Wed,13.09
- Dian didnt turn up. really really sick. she has beeen sick since sch term started. gave mr sani the pix he requested. mati2 nk bayar balik. org da kata tak payah tu dah la...
- SS paper was freaking annoying. i concentrated more on health-expecting it to come out for SEQ but it came out for SBQ!! eeargh. what r these teachers trying to do?test us? or kill us? give guidelines for us to study but exam was totally diff. plus, the time is pathetically too short!
- i dare say the e-maths ppr 1 was easy. yah easy. i really really really do hope that i score in it cos i think i'm gonna get slaughtered for paper 2.

Thurs,14.09
- WE really gambled our way thru Hist. everbody studied diff topics. Diff ppl believed diff topics would come out. n sure enough, all of us were dead. none of the topics we studied came out for SEQ. even if it did, the topic was one which we scan thru only. arrgghh!! comb humans is so idiotic!! the topics r so unpreictable. it really doesnt make sense for us to be sitting for comb humas paper. it requires us to memorise like the WHOLE bk. totally impossible! kiss my humans gdbye arh..

Fri,15.09
- i was freakin' afraid of the maths paper 2. somehow, since pri sch, this pathetic small brain of mine just couldnt except maths. i dont know why. a confidence issue? or am i just plain stupid? n i tell u, i'm so really gonna fail my paper 2. f*#k la! why seh i cant do maths! argh!
- niwaes, early in the morning assembly, cg called me out. thought what sey...he want all mine, dian's n sobri's essays that we've written for the first 6 mths. want to make it as a sample for next year students.
*bangga ah tu...hehe* mesti ah, karya aku. lolx..
- then came mr sani. alamak, he really put me in a dilemma ah. up till now, i dont really know my stand in the matter. NPCC HQ has called for the 71st Batch of Cadet Inspectors. how? should i go or not? dulu beriya2 sangat nak. tapi bila tiba masa sekarang, keberatan pulak. keberatan sebab bila fikir2 balik, mcm tk worth it ah. becoming a CI n serving back the unit is a form of voluntary service- i dont get paid. but i have to go thru a serious of courses n camps. that is from 8Dec-26Dec 06. why torture myself go for hardcore camp-in-training when i willingly wanto be a CI n serve the unit back??why trouble myself? its not as if i get paid. i'm not being money-minded here but its all not...................just not right u see.
on the other hand, i would really really love to serve back the unit. it was so so so fun being a cadet. the trips, the occasional fun time we had mingling around. the rare chance to handle n use arms. once in a lifetime experience being commander. there's so much things i've achieved in NPCC. i'm so grateful. no words can describe my feelings. i still wanna have fun in NP. my heart n soul is there. but its just that i cant bring myself to go thru the camps n future meetings. can i just come back n help the unit w/o becoming a CI but yet be recognised as one??? pleeeeeeaasseee.....*sobsob*

i really am lost n confused. should i give this up?

NO!!!

2006-09-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

eargh man!
dammit
this year's hari raya gonna be as pathetic as can be

camera's down
car's gone
outings burnt

yeah, thats my 2006 hari raya
what to do...
haiixx

argh
my Nikon Coolpix 4300 is spoilt
whatever happened to it, i seriously do not know
suddenly the screen went blank n
oomph!
the pictures are all gone
damn!
well, its 3 gd years spent

n before the COE price of the nissan sunny drops by the time it reaches its 5 years,
it better be sold off now

this year raya
1 day holiday n its back to sch the next day
just sad for myself
BUT sacrifices gotta be made

haiishh...
now must chip in 100 bucks to buy a new cam
have yet to decide on the model
i want the SLR
but sis just refuses to have that
she wants the slim2 one

whats worst, mom wont allow anyone to bring it to sch
i was like "haloo...i chip in 100 bucks n i dont get a share of it??"
dad is like totally heck care abt it
he's not chipping in a single cent
well he favored that cam a lot n someone spoil it
or perhaps, its just time for it to go
*sobsob*

I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!!!!!

2006-09-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

yeah, finally got a skin
ok lar
simple but i like the round2 thingy by the sides...
hehe

so yah
as i had earlier on predicted
Paul's out
so sad
*sob sob*
its not as if i'm such a big fan of his
but his departure was just so sad
lol *what am i saying????*
Gurmit was like holding back his tears n looking down
Hady cried
without Paul, its no fun anymore

n to trust my lil sis so much that she wept uncontrollably
i was like "what the hell?"
thats kinda too much though
small kids shouldnt really get engaged in these kinda stuffs

n yah
its like the previous Idol
2 guys n 1 girl
again its
1 malay guy
1 chinese guy
n a chinese lady
what a coincidence perhaps??

gonna vote for Hady
vote vote vote
yeah
Hady Mirza is the next Singapore Idol
wohoo!!!...

2006-09-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

its really eating in me
i'm so sick n tired of it
sick n tired of life!
i've been pushed ard
by the big ones
n the small ones too

m i being too nice?
n obliging?
i dont know!
i dont seem to get my share
my share of un
n justice
i give in too much?

everyone has had their part of life as teenager
they had their partner
they had their outings n fun
whereas me?
i'm cooped up with all the responsibilties i had!
too busy to even set aside time for myself!
argh

pathetic pathetic pathetic
thats all i can say
nothing can be done now
i cant possibly folly ard NOW

nvm lah...
i just hope that something happens
something good something nice
something that will change my perception

i really do

2006-08-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

Wohoo!!!
What a day to end a term.
Teacher’s Day celebs were super duper great
Started off with Bhangrarobics
Had fun fooling around
Lolx
Followed by a lame CDP lesson
*wonder why have lessons on Teacher’s Day*
But e lesson was meaningful la
DON’T ABUSE UR TEACHERS
Yea right,haha
After that was half an hour’s break
Took the time to deco the class
Then proceeded to hall for concert!!!
Weee!!
Ok lar…
The opening was cool
I was wondering where the teachers were
We waited
N waited
For 15 mins
N they were hiding behind e curtain stage
Well done
Haha
Teachers got to ate snacks while watching the concert
Cool
Performance over all was OK
Not really satisfied with teacher’s band
Songs played were TOO oldies
We were mean
We played tricks on our form teacher
Mrs Brigette Lee
All because we didn’t manage to sabo her last year
Haha
We popped a ballon filled with glitter right above her head when she entered class
Not exactly “we”
To be more precise à Me, myself n I
Haha
So much so for being an ex-head
Lolx
Then I bought this relighting candles
She blew n blew
But the flame just didn’t go off!
Hahahaha!!
Carried on with cake cutting
So hard la the cake
3 layered mah
just came out of freezer too
haha
to end off, we popped a bottle of sparkling juice
awesome!!
She shake n shake but it just wouldn’t pop!
Haha

the cake MY MOM baked for mrs lee =D
bhangrarobics!
see, we had FUN!!
sry mrs lee. its 3 layers of frozen choc. haha
c'mon cher. u gotta shake it harder

a great day in all

i'll miss these times

badly

2006-08-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

damn
my skin budget la
trying to find new one
so just bear with it la hor
hehe=D

so yah
tmr's the day i've been waiting for
what a day to end a term
its TEACHERS DAY
looking forward to the teachers band
but the sec 3 boys spoil la
they doing e same thing as the teachers
no kick la like this
haha

also
lets see how bad or well our teachers are in sports
theres gonna be
-dodgeball
-netball/captainball (lame)
-street soccer (no fair!!! only boys can play)
boycott la
haha

u expect the girls to sit n watch only??
what sey...
or be ur ball pickers?
watergirl?
stupid right...
hmph!!...

yay tmr Dian bringing videocam
wee!!
can record THEIR bhangra dance
they dance, I record
haha
i look awkward when dancing la pls...

n siti's bdae is tmr too!!
anak malaysia ke?
haha

DnT folio deadline is tmr too
n its real dead
kiss my folio gdbye
hahaha

yea
its short
n all chop chop entry
haha

got to rush thru my folio
n get things done for the party tmr
so yag
c ya folks

luv yas!!

2006-08-28T07:24:00.000+08:00

alright.
i'm testing out this new skin
something is wrong
trying to figure out what exactly it is
my entries seems to disappear
hmm...

niwaes,
look at the time.
7.20 am
n i'm not in sch on a schooling Mon??
no,no. its not that
today will b having sci practical exam
shift 2 reporting time 9.15
so yah, here i am blogging early morning
hehe

wish me luck n lots more luck in my practical today k

luv ya peeps
bye

2006-08-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

i guess my entry here today will be in random ah after half a month of not updating.

this IMF is driving Singaporeans to work their sweat out. SPF officers will have to be on standby throughout the period. n that affects my Dad n unc. n its pathetic!!

well they both practically wont get to go on leave starting tmr till ard 25th Sept. n its made worst when Dad doesnt get a day off! u think my father n the other officers machine arh? Even machines breakdown at times when they're being driven off limits.

n that goes without saying that i'll not be seeing more of Dad as often. cos most prob each time i see him, he'll be dead beat n prob be lying on the bed all night long. haiix...what to do? typical Singaporean's luck

talking abt being a Singaporean, whats up with all the idol viewers?? r they deaf or something? or r they just out to irritate ppl?

C'mon la...like Ken said, the audiences' silence is way off much better than Gomez's singing.

STOP ROOTING FOR JOAKIM, U FREAKS!!!!

he's depriving other contestants of their spot in the competition. WAKE UP ppl!!!

bleargh.

vote more for Hady. he's the only potential singer LEFT.

Jon n Paul r not really consistent in their singing n performances compared to Hady. its totally obvious he's worth our Idol when the all time critiser changed his mind n said "Best Performer All Season"

what more do u freaks out there need? dont waste ur money on a singing monkey la. he's spoiling OUR music industry!

eargh.

more of my mates are getting new sibs soon. Wawa will be awaiting the arrival of her 8th sibling soon.*that means her parents got 9 children to look after* woah...

Noori got a new bro 2 weeks a go. Md Nur Raziq. yep. she's the only sis of 3 younger brothers.

Dian got news her mum is pregnant at 45 four days ago. she was shocked n didnt even think of having one. C'mon la, age diff between her n the new sib is 18!! n the elderst bro is 21! haha

gd luck is all i can say in facing a new life with a new sib. i can only pray for ur happiness as a family. =D

well, i'm not left out. no, no. its not that i'm expecting a sib too! in fact i already told my mom n dad that if i were to have another sibling, i'll live at the void deck. haha *so cruel*

niwaes, i'll be expecting a new cuzzie soon. yippeee!! haha. syak seems to be happy with it. good la. then he'll knows how it feels to tolerate n live with annoying n pestering lil children. haha

actually, i just cant wait for my 3 younger siblings to grow up lah. life would be better that way. they happy, i also happy. but now? haizz....just have to tolerate only la. haha

been really pissed off with mr choh lately. he's been on my nerves trying to tease me with this new teacher n a pathetic,mysterious sec 1 guy. well he thinks its funny but i really think its a nuisance. i just feel like hitting him hard seeing that grin n wide smile he has on his face each time he manages to make me go crazy n angry over what he has done. really. its so frustrating!!

i'll just have to bear with a maniac for another 25 hours of maths with him. stay on Nadiah. dont bother bout him. yeah..

well got to get myself well prepared for tmr's prelim practical exam. yeah nervous i am. trying n doing mu best to score full marks for both phy n chem. really hope can do it.

so yah. thats the end of my long random entry. lets see wait for things in line for me thi week.

PS: Looking forward to the teachers' band this thurs. wohoo! rock on!!!

2006-08-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

went back home at 4 feeling a lil bit down. picked up one of the three soccer balls lying outside my house n started kicking n juggling it around. i just wanted to get all the frustrations i had the whole day in sch- out.

n somehow or the other, i had a flashback of those times i was playing soccer as a part of the school team. those memories i had with my gals. The seriousness n tense moments we went through during the 2 hours. the disappointment we had to face during our first few games in the first season. those chitty chatty times we had during the game itself n i had to tick u off for being distracted. haha. the times we called n reached out for bananas. *so cute..* hahas. the shoutings i got from Mr Fazil for doing silly mistakes like giving corner kicks to opponents n not pushing the girls. haha. i gotta admit, it works.

as i groom as a team captain, i knew there were times where i can play around with the girls n get bullied by them while there were times i had to be supe strict with them. especially when their behaviour n emotions get out of hand n thats where i have to draw the line.

in every area i get myself into, i always set/have a goal/ dream. in this case, i've always wanted to be part of an ADULT team. like being part of dad's team in a soccer match? Hahaha. or maybe if its too far fetched, perhaps playing for the school's teachers team. Hahahaha...i know it sounds ridiculous n impossible. but then again, its a goal/ dream i have in every arena i get myself into.

who will help me achieve my goals/ dreams? i dont know. in the first place, will it ever happen? Or am i just being too ambitious? haha

every human being have the right to dream. *yea right*

its been a real long time since i get into a real soccer match actually. thats why i've been dying to be part of a team again. its a waste i didnt continue to play for the scool this year. =( haizz. otherwise i wont be feeling down too often n lethargic.

dream on.....

2006-08-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

i skipped a word n jumbled up 3 words in the reading passage. i said lah 2 times during my conversation.

n that was how i screw up my EL oral. great. =(

topic today was pretty easy as compared to my other mates who sat for their oral during the past few days.

"Name some of your favourite eating places." "Would u prefer to be self-employed or work for others."

Those were the few qns i was asked. Easy lah. Didnt have difficulty coming up with vocabs but had problems controlling my ahs n lahs. Haizz

aiyah!! Foget it la. its OVER. u've done ur best. i felt really really great after the exam though. Despite the Singlish i used. yikes!

what got myself hype n moving for the oral was what happened before the oral.

LUNCHBOX special edition!!! Exclusive. Haha. a small concert outside the HOD room being held for approx 30 mins.

hey, its not any ordinary bands okayy.

it was a band made up of our very own teachers.

the lead singer was Mr Suraidi (he rock dude!). the guitarists were Mr Azmi n Mr Fazil. (he seems to be enjoying himself well). n lastly, the drummer Mr Hendri. (he's cool. didnt expect that much energy n enthusiasm in a small n quiet guy like him) haha. wonder what happened to Mr Sani?? he used to be the guitarist but now it seems like he's been replaced by Mr Azmi. what telah happen cher??

i guess its the only time to see ur teachers' true colors. really. i was amazed by Mr Hendri. He's new in here.say abt 2 months??? n he's already in the band!. cool.

well them being the older generation -except Mr Hendri whom i think is in his late 20s,i guess- they played songs during their generation like Santana n stuffs. it was enjoyable i should say. lets discount the 15 mins wait for the techinal failure. things do happen afterall.

i miss my CCAs =(

2006-08-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

Alright, great!. Now i have to make a trip down to the hospital for this weird illness i'm facing. eargh.

my temp's going haywire. fluctuating now n then. n qhat do mom n dad categorise it as??--->DENGUE. ArrRRggGgghhhhHH!!!!!

i shouldnt be having all these right now cos its the exam period. n i'm worried abt everything.

Firstly, i have O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL EXAM this coming THURSDAY,17.08.2006!! i wonder if i'll be able to make it back home on time. i'm afraid i'll be warded. thats the worst thing.

i hate being held up at hospitals!. bleargh.

Secondly, i'm gonna miss lots n lots of lessons. n i hate to b going thru that.

Thirdly, i'm dying to watch the teachers putting up a live band for us this Teacher's Day. i've been waiting the whole year long. its fun. they bring down thr hoise. our teachers are simply cool!
N also, there'll be a teacher vs student soccer match in line woth the opening of our sch field.

See? there's so many things put up in line for me. i need a speedy recovery.

So readers, pray hard for my recovery. i thank all those out there, esp my friends, for putting smiles on my faces n also the bad tims u put me thru. its something which i probably wont be able to face again.

N most imporatntly, to my Mom n Dad for being such an earful BUT yet loving enough to bring n accompany me here nm there, to n fro.

Luv y'all!!

~Amin~

2006-08-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

syukur alhamudlillah. doa yg tidak henti henti aku panjatkn telah pun dimakbulkn jua.

Dian smsed me at 1120 hrs n said she knows my marks already. yep. its an A1 for my Malay. wee~!! no words can describe how i feel. just too ecstatic to say anything.

2006-07-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

yepp. writing in today to commemorate the day i sat for my malay 'O' level LC. that marks my completion for my malay paper. weee!!....1 subject down. 10 more papers to go. woah! 10?? ahaCks...irt will be done in a swift. its a matter of time. n that is only if i live long enough to reach that day. crap!! haha...

it was so damn tricky. 1st qn je ramai da kene wipe out. Fahmi da salah qn 1. Dian qn 8 pon salah. the passage gives descrpitive story. so they got the wrong picture n circled the wrong ans. LOLx...so much so for digging ur ears. hahaha...

on the way back, i got to see my long time buddies from ADP! i was so happy. i saw anisah n bad. discussed bout the paper n all. bad's fren was irritating. super irritating. practically imitating every single thing i said. lolx...

-6 more days- to me becoming 1 year older

2006-07-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

people come n people go. WHEN?? is the question we can never ans.

Seorang pelawak telah pun pergi menghadap Ilahi. Tiada sesiapa yg tahu penyakit yg dihadapi nya selama ini. Hanya Tuhan yg tahu. Beliau pergi tika mencari mata pencarian buat keluarga tersayang. Sayang, tiada seorang pun ahli keluarganya yg berada di sisi Allahyarham Ishak Ahmat di saat beliau menghembus kn nafas nya yg terakhir.

Pengasas Pustaka Nasional, Allahyarham Syed Ahmad Semait, yang juga merupakan abang kepada Mufti Negara Syad Isa Semait, kini juga berada di sisi Allah. Beliau pergi ketika dlm perjalanan utk berkongi ilmu. Aneh. Meninggal apabila kereta yg dinaikinya terbabas apabila terlanggar babi hutan. Hmm....Tuhan yg menentukan cara kematiannya.

Seorang penuntut ITE meninggal setelah beberapa hari di dalam koma. Akibatnya?? Pengsan ketika melakukan aktiviti memanaskn badan(warm up). Aktif dalam sukan. Tapi pengsan? Hmm...hanya Tuhan yg tahu.

Kegiatan yg amat aku gemari merupakan aktiviti yg membawa maut buat seorang pelajar. Penat aku mendengar leteran nyai dan ibuku agar sentiasa berwaspada apabila berbasikal di Pulau Ubin. Aku hanya mengambil ringan perihal keselamatan ku. Kini aku sedar mengapa mereka sentiasa berkelakuan sedemikian. Itu merupakan lawatan yg pertama buat pelajar perempuan yg menemui ajalnya ketika jatuh berbasikal di Pulau Ubin. Haiish....

Suria Segar telah pun memaklumkn pemergian seorang lagi pelakon masa lampau. Ayah kepada pelakon Azhar Norlesta.

Kehidupan di dunia ini penuh dengan pancaroba. Haruslah kita hadapi semua ini dengan hati yg tabah. Semoga ahli keluarga kepada insan2 yg telah pergi menghadap Ilahi redha dan tabah dengan pemergian ahli keluarga mereka dan akan menjalani kehidupan seperti sedia kala.

Semoga roh-roh mereka dicucuri rahmatNya dan digolongkn di kalangan orang2 yg beriman. Insyallah. Amin.

-1 more week- to me turning a year older.

2006-07-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th B'DAE to SIS!!

yepp. today's her day. 15 liaozz...still look so small. that time went to make specs, the optician asked "U sec 1 ah??" moohahaha....

got her a pooh pillow. hopes she likes it bah.....dunno wad she want la. i not really into allthis kind of "small kids" kinda stuff. haha...will be going to granny's hse soon.

has LC practise just now. clear kn la lubang telinga tu sikit. haha...MOn is our actual 'O' level listening compre. its our last part n 1 subject is down!! Weee!!....

-9 Days- to me becoming 1 year older

2006-07-10T05:27:00.000+08:00

yep. the world cup has just ended. throughout the whole season of the world cup, i only watched two FULL tournaments. n amazingly, i watched the opening game (Germany vs Costa Rica) and the Final just now (Italy vs France) hahaKz...how nice.

well, i cant be up all night to watch football right. plus, its not an appropriate time for me. how unlucky it happened in the year i'm taking that critical exam.

my sch is just simply great. knowing that this morning will be the finals n that most of us will be up watching it, they started sch late at 10am. woa! but for our case (Sec4Exp & Sec5NA), there's totally no sch for us. wheee!...thats why i can wake up just in time to catch the game.

but i'm so sad n disappointed. France was my choice last night. Damn! sad that they lost. disappointed in Zizou for making that stupid mistake. it was an ugly end to his football career! "ugly".

o well. the 18th World Cup has surely been something for me.but i'm just sad that my fav players are gone. most of them.
these are the players whom have been my choice but not really one who should be an examplar:-

Goodbye to.....
1. Ronaldo
2. David James
3. Fillipo Inzaghi
4. Del Piero
5. Nakata
6. Pauleta
7. Salgado
8. Henrik Larsson
9. Dwight Yorke
10. David Beckham

n its a farewell n the best of luck to my idols:-

Farewell to.....
1. Fabio Cannavaro
2. Luis Figo
3. Oliver Kahn
4. Barthez
5. Gary Neville
6. Zidane

thats my boy!! we've got a lot in common.

like our jersey number n our position. hehe =D

he's a solid defensive player.

the world's best defender.

Figo n Kahn bidding farewell. sob sob =((

2006-07-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

its be more than a week since i last updated my blog. lots n tons of things been happening lately.

like brazil got kicked out by those french men. germany is also out. pity them the most sia. they were fighting weel to the very last minute. n italy managed to score somehow. n its not 1 goal but 2! damn. how did they do that.

Kam was a loyal fan of Germany. n to belive he actually cried when germs lost. haaiizz...what to do. n he was sulking the whole day. he didnt even talk to anybody.

lately, france won. 1-0 to Portugal. GOOD. i hate C.Ron. action. one man show.

weell, today update just to commemorate the day i sat for my 1st oral exam. yep. malay it is today.

did fairly well la. just blabbed nonsense. didnt know where i was going. just kept saying n saying. haha...its just my luck that i happen to read the passage cg gave n the conversation topic was abt it. so i talked m talked. just repeated what i read in the passage given.

it was all abt "kegiatan remaja zaman sekarang" n "apakah kegiatan yg kamu gemar". Pretty easy for me. i had all that in mind. remaja nowadays like skateboarding n being the World Cup season now i also mentioned teens love to play football. then i talk n talk n talk. well, i love dirt biking at Ubin. so i said that as an individual. haha

the invigilators were weird though. they had epok2 n doughnut on the table. right infront of my eyes. its not that tempting la but u know...basic respect la.they had drinks n the smell of the coffee....haha. wonder if thats really allowed.

the lady seems kinda lethargic. she was slouching n asyik mendagu je. is our oral that boring.

the guy was rather sarcastic. farhana n mas kena tembak by them. pity them sia. haiixx...

k lah. tmr hist exam. study time!

-17 more days- to turning one year older

2006-06-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

"whatever family situation u are in, bare with it. its all TEMPORARY. once u start to earn ENOUGH money, u r able to take things in ur hand n change ur lifestyle. work hard. make sure that in future, u wont have a family in which u are now. work for yourself. take urself out from this misery! the misery u r in. wake up! u gotta wake up, now! jgn kisah pasal apa yg berlaku di rumah. all these are just distractions. distractions to get u off track from success. its up to u to make things change. start it from now. if not now, then when?? until when r u gonna let these dumb things bother u? heck care abt all these! concentrate. focus. be independent. dont depend on ur parents to support u. go n have a luxurious life. go live life the way u want it to be. BUT, u gotta start from scratch. start NOW." --from the wise n respected man, Mr Alex Choh.

well, that was a summary of the lecture we had from him. its true la. dont misunderstand this. i'm not saying that i listen to n trust teacher's words n not parents. its just that, teachers knows us way off better. they see us, talk to us, interact with us n most importantly they know us. i didnt say they understand us cos if they do, then they will not be so unreasonable. right guyss??

quite a number of us comes from a family which has a breakdown in communication. coming from one, i realise that its not easy to talk things out cos they are not willing to listen to what we have to say. its not fair. in sch, we r allowed to voice out to teachers. then these teachers will provide an explantion as to why certain things happen n why its has to be carried out that way. only then do we teenagers feel that "ok fine. reasonable enough" n then things will be settled this way when both parties have come to an agreement. won't it?. well, at least it works for my sch. i heard from sis that her sch students dont have the luxury of sharing jokes with teachers. what more voicing out their distress. i mean, its not fair u see. th sch is for 2 parties. the students as well as the teachers. both of us have the right to say.

-26 Days to becoming a year older-

2006-06-26T15:30:00.000+08:00

arh!! ferst day of sch for term 3. hectic term. so many events going on. Youth Day, National Day, Teacher's Day etc. with the number of events, it just means that our studying days are cut short. n its no good. we're gonna miss out a lot dude. haiixx...

o well. not bad for the 1st day. i'm so happy as i walked my way back home from sch. thanks a lot to my form teacher, Mrs Lee. n thanks to her i got the Best Student of the Term (Term2). For that, an award presentation was held in the hall during CDP. aww...a big thanks to my members out there who showed me ur support when my name was read out. they cheered n clapped for me. it just feels great for me. nothing means more than having friends like u guys. not even the certificate i was going to receive. i was all smiles. thanks again friends!! muackss...hahahaKz.. *if i get it next term, cheer louder la k* muahaha...=P

quite a number of new teachers were introduced to us this morning. boy! a handful of them will be n are teaching english n physical education. mind u, those teaching PE are in real good shape. Esp Mr Phillip (i think) n Mr Rudy. Mr Phillip's damn tall n quite well built. whst was he?? an ex bballer? haha...Mr Rudy's kind of macho (or should i say he was trying to act like one). he stood there with his arms crossed across his chest. whatever la...

with the new intake of PE teachers, it just gives me an impression that our PE are either slacking/ lacking or they're not fit. well, they're aging.

well, when i brought that topic up to my friends, we were all saying "Is our current Mr Sani in the right shape to be a PE teacher?" i looked at him from a distance. hmmm...well, his not skinny neither is he really fat. its just that he's round. lolx...i think his bloated tummy makes him look like one. haha...well, no offense ya. =D

OKOK. thats all. i'm just too ecstatic for today. n oh ya. i almost forgot. re shuffle of time table. new time table starts tmr. n with dat, we have an extra PE lesson on Wed. yay!!! that the positive side to it. negative side - 2 hrs of continous maths. eargh.

K. another cert into my collection. i already have a file full of certs. lolx....it just feels great to be a student =D

once more, a BIG n SPECIAL thanks to all my friends out there! keep cool n stay cool. love yas!...

-28 Days- to becoming one year older.

2006-06-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

its exactly one more month to me turning 16. man, i'm getting older. the older, the wiser. yeah. thats the way it should be.

hmm...what awaits me for my b'day?? well, i aint have any idea. all that i hope for is that i have a smooth day. a total smooth with nothing but smiles on my face. not a single event that changes me into a bad mood. NOT a single. thats all i can pray for.

last year's bdae celebration was bad. damn bad. it was as if i skipped a yea. not even a single bdae greeting i got. not one. pity me. on;y God knows how i feel. it just shows how much i meant to those in the hse. perhaps last year's situation was bad at the time of my bdae. still, its not a reason for u not to greet.

o well, its a thing of the past. no point dwelling on it. prays hard it won't ever repeat.

hmm....like every other human being, i too have a wishlistof my bday gifts. well, for most ppl, its just there to see n nothing happens. could it be the same for me?? hahaha....well, u decide. =D ok, here it goes.

1. A Red Converse wallet ( i think sis getting it for me liaoz)

2. A DiVi Camcorder

3. Adidas watch (metal type maybe)

4. An Adidas apparel (doesnt matter if its a water bottle, pants, socks or shirt) 5. A cute cartoon kind of photo album (nthg means more than having sweet memories)

6. An N73 phone

yep. its that simple. see. aren't i such a good saint to be putting that N73 phone the last?? hahaKs...life is much easier with ppl like me ard. lolx...

will be watching midnight movie later with unc, aunts n cuzzies later. will we succeed in sneaking thru watching Scary Movie4 or maybe Silent Hill?? hmm...we'll see.

o man....tmr ngaji again. haiixxx.. n monday sch re-open. *faints*

2006-06-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

i give up on them. i can't be bothered with them anymore. u do what u do, i do what i am supposed to do.

i dun mean a shit to them.

i'm just a nobody. perhaps just a trampoline. i'm there to save their asses. help when the alarm sounds.

i just realised i can't depend on u no more to get my stuffs.

fine. its ok. just sit back n see.

be one sided. thats what u do.

give in too much to small ones. thats what u do.

separating myself from this world n living in my own world. thats what i'm gonna do.

being understanding is the utmost important thing in any ties. thats what i learnt.

so long n goodbye.

2006-06-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Gosh. My 1 wk holiday was fun. TOTAL FUN. it was a wk of non-stop outing. i dun want this entry to be lenghty so i'll make it fast n short. leave it more to the pics.

holiday started early Sat,10.06 morning. not really in the morning lahz..somewhere in the afternoon. From now onwards i gotta sacrifice my Sat morning for ngaji lessons at granny's hse. Haixx...what to do. Nvm la. Lets be positive. At least we cuzzins can meet every week n play. Yay!!After ngaji, we (me sis syak n suf) went to the Police Week Carnival at PA. nothing much. same old stuffs. actually went there to kill time n run away from having to attend kenduri. Hahaha...i cant believe we went there just to fish! suf was like squatting for one hour with a paper net catching guppy in a pop-up pool. me sis n cuzzie syak was like annoyed having to wait for him. argh. but it was fun la. played other games. we won a Nike lankyard. syak took it since he's fond of Nike. everytime Police Week, it just has to rain. Haixx...
later on in the evening, when all parents n granny got back from kenduri, we had BBQ at aunt ina's 3 storey hse. tired man have to run up n down to get my stuffs. haha..had bbq chicken, steak *slurp!*, satay, brain2, corn n other normal stuffs like potato, hotdog etc. tried out the new no smoke charcoal. ok la. its just that there's no fire n its real SLOW.haha..

yummy yum yum. *slurps*...

these kids only know how to eat n not help.

Sun morning. woke up ard 9+. had breakfast. watched the ghost of mae nak. eew...gross dude. haha...noon supposed to get ready to go nenek's hse but it rained. so we delayed. but us being the adventurous wild kids just can't resisit the temptation to play in the rain n so within minutes we were already on the streets. wahahahaha....fun sia. we ran to n fro. cars, buses, bikes, lorries all passed us but we didnt bother n just played. damn. it was damn good. =D. very very fun. hehe...should try it out some time later. again. hahaha...

had fun washing cars. in the rain..

beware. wild kids on the run. haha..

later at 4,after all those fun, we get washed n headed to aunt's hse at serangoon. gosh. it was so so noisy with 4 extremely energetic boys in the hse. it was as if u were in a stadium watching world cup. really! my eras almost bled with their screams n them throwing pillows n oys in n out of the hse. plus, 2 toddlers crying. argh. buay tahan man...haha. but overall it was great. got to meet my long lost cousins, muis n sharaf, after some family feud n they went their own way. so glad muis is no longer the queit2 boy i used to know. =D well, nenek is 68 now. woah..mom baked a choc cake. nice. i just couldnt stop munching on the chee kway aunt made. it was delicious. ahh...hehe. my 68 yr old maternal granny with DD.

That night, headed back to aunt ina's hse before sleeping over at paternal granny's hse. Mon mrning woke up n at ard 11, syak already to planned to play soccer with his frens @ a nearby street soccer court. so me sis n suf decided to tag along. i also long time never play soccer mah. hehe...syak had to replace a 35 bucks soccer ball he kicked into a river.haha...pity him sia. he gave his total nike ball instead of buying a new one cos his fren wanted in asap n he didnt have that much money to get him a brand bnew ball. haha....niwaes, his frens played good soccer. it was cute seeing 13 year old boys play. just look at the size n the sleek way they play, makes me giggle. haha...headed back to granny's hse ard 2.

Tue morning woke up at 6am! wee...my hobby : dirt-biking at Ubin!!!! weee....haha.left granny's hse at 8. took train to tamp. then took bus 29 to changi village. only 3 words to describe the whole activity: fun, adventurous n wild. hahakz...my frens envy me for this. haha. sorry guys, jgn marah. hahaha...esp to syam n dian. =D i can never leave that Getaway island with bruises, the resultance of my fall. haha. n yeah, i had a couple on my leg. we were going down a hill when suf shouted, "Ada lubang! Ada lubang!". syak emergency braked right infront of me n started screaming "Where? Where?". stupid. i was behind him n tried to elak when i myself yg masuk lubang tu. Aduhh...had fun going up n down the slopes. hilss n rocky paths. i'm goin dere again for sure. its a way for me to release tension. tension ah, not stress. =D

Bionic Dad looking after 5 kids for the day.

sis aWM niq syak suf. "Granny" 's hse in Ubin.

we were eating goreng pisang in the middle of e jungle when Dad snapped.

Wed watched the Omen at Jurong Entertainment with aunt alin n cuzzies.this time it was 1 bionic mom n 6 kids. later on syak n his 2 frens came to enjoy free lunch. haha.. after that they went to play arcade. the 6 of us plus aunt went to Sci Ctre! hahaKz...the 3 big ones ie me suf n sis went o play waterworks. haha...we got partially wet. aunt didnt believe the tua bangkas go n play water. haha. reached granny's hse at 6.30. That night slept at my own home in WDL after 5 days away sleeping at granny's hse. overall, i had a great time there.

Thurs we met again. This time, it was picnic at Pasir Ris. man, its been ages since we went there. haha...went bathing n swimming in the sea. stepped on rocks. attained cuts on feet. *Man, am i prone to cuts n bruises?? Hmm.." after having proper bath, we played soccer. its the World Cup Fever babe!!. had fun laying against dadn n unc. after that, we, the 7 cousins, went on a wild ride on double bikes. woah! it was hilarious. at one point, we got missing. haha...damn fun. =D

Fri, it was a stay at home day. rest la. tired u know everyday go out. hahaKz...

But it wasnt long before we were out again on Sat with the same ppl. haha...it was aunt ina's bdae n instead, she treated us to dinner at Sakura Downtown East. My favourite!! Japanese food. yumm...had lots n lots of sushi. aww...simply mouth watering. we were the first to get seated at 6 n left at 9.30. 3 hrs of non stop eating. wahh...didnt wanna watse the $26 spent on each person. hehe...later on spent about an hour or so at the arcade. fun! raced against suf syak n sis n some other big boys. played the drum game. stupid la. beat punya beat, asyik miss aje. =(

Sun again today's gonna be a stay-at-home day. tmr starting skool liaoz! aiyyoo!!! *bangs head onto com* aiya.....headache come back liao. hoilday la please! omg...haixx.

2006-06-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

haha. sis having lecture from mom n dad now. kwang kwang kwang...lolx. dad went to meet her teacher this morning to get report book. teacher say she very shy. teacher ask qns ,she reply very soft. teacher ask to repeat, she say "nothing". aiyaa...she ah. very quiet2 one. not like me le. dunno y.

hmm, mr choh has been doing this character evaluation for the past 2 days. Dont know whats got into him. Maybe its just his way of getting to know us better. Interestingly, it seems that it turns out to be true. but its very irrtating le. he'll tease us with his evaluation. SO annoying!!
"Nadiah has this domineering character in her. In future its either she has a husband who is much more domineering than her OR she has a husband who is meek." DAMN!!! so frustrating right?!!
"Dian is very quiet. She'll listen to her husband. Even if her husband scold her n shout at the top of his voice, Dian will just look down with that sad sad eyes n just remain quiet. But she cannot keep quiet. I tell u ah, one day she'll explode n u'll see in the Newpaper : 39 students Dead. 1 missing." Hahaha(everyone laughs)
"Hmm...Hakiim.This one trying to act cool. He'll just sit at home. This one will listen to wife one. Wife go to work, n he stay at home." =D
One by one, table by table, he "predicted" his students' future. From rachael to noori to marjuk to Iszuan, all 15 of his present students he commented. Crazy teacher. haha. but it was fun. real fun

How true sia is all of those accounts. I tell u, we were all fascinated by his so-called "evaluation". its kind of stupid though to be doing that during Maths lesson.*imagines* but then again, perhaps he was just too bored n started to chat with us while completing our work. style style...hehe.

he reads. he gains experience from his seniors in church. he counsels in his church. n the most shocking part for an intelligent guy like him is to be working for a matchmaking agency!!! can u believe that?? i dont know if its true la. but he has this list of pics of men n women n started matching them up. right infront of our eyes. we were like, HUH??

but somehow, i refuse to believe him. hmm...all i can say is that, his evaluation is based on how n what we are NOW. he wouldn't know if we will still remain the same 5-10 years down the road. something could have befallen us making us change in our behaviour n attitude. which means, his evalution now would be meaningless. right guys?? haha.

mr choh's an interesting fella la. a lot of things we learnt from him. from IT stuffs to human psychology. from Maths to hacking into other ppl's account. hahaKz...siao wan la he. hahaha...

Anyway, he'll be in Taiwan soon. for a holiday. good sia. teachers all starting holiday soon. Mr Zainal will be out of state too. all returning on friday. Haizz..jealous sia. Mr Choh's gonna visit the tallest tower in the world. he's gonna take the lift moving at 70km/h. WOW!! haha...plus, he's rich. he just bought a honda civic. very class man...

all right all rigth. too much of mr choh is making me frustrated given his rate of intelligence. how i wish i had a brain like his. hahaha....

okok. Friday, 9 June 2006 = World Cup!!!!!!!!wohoo...tonight's game: Germany VS Costa Rica. Here's my choice: Go for the Underdogs!! yeah. my prediction : Germany 1 - Costa Rica 2. yea man. we'll see tonight.

till then, enjoy ur one week holidays to all my frens. just spent it the way u want. give it all out. u only got a week of REAL holiday. use it wisely. remember: PLAY HARD, STUDY SMART.

luv ya folks!! muackss...=D

2006-06-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

zzzz....i feel so gawd damn tired man. i wanna sleep. but lets just 1st update this blog first la hor...long time no blog. =P

today i kinda cabut form DnT. well..not really cabut la. i told mr zainal i wanna go early coz there's no reason for me to stay since i'm done with what i'm supposed to be done with for the day.

after maths at 10 am, most of my classmates, in fact "my friends", cabut SS lesson after that. there were a lot of missing souls. these ppl arh......................i really dont know what to say abt them. whats the big deal of cabut-ing class?? dont u think its only clever of u if u attend class since u are already in sch??? stupid right. come to sch for what??! if u wanna cabut, u cabut lah!! dont try to drag me along ok!

haizz...

but SS was great. those who never come, RUGI ah!! we had lots of fun. mrs nambiar was in a good mood today. she said she'll release us early if she manage to finish what she wants to finish today. of course!! with lesser noisy ppl ard, she could complete on time n we were released an hour earlier. hahaKz....

n the best thing is, we kinda pester her to tumpang us to wdl ctre to have lunch. initially it was meant to be play2 la. but she really did tumpang the 10 of us to mcdee!! n she even took the time to make 2 trips since all 10 couldnt fit in her car. wow! great teacher huh...she's great man. simply too great to be nice. haha...

thats for now. i really wanna sleep!!

hopefully when i wake up, i'm in good mood to go for a jog. wakakakakakaka....haha =P

2006-06-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

been tossing n turning on the bed for an afternoon nap but just cant seem to fall into deep slumber. dont know why. something seems to be bothereing me. something real bad. each time i close my eyes, it became watery. for no reason. weird huh?? i feel so so sad. again, for no reason. i just feel like crying out loud but there is no reason for me to be doing so. feels as if something real bad is gonna befall me. but what?? i have NO idea.

perhaps God's gonna take away the luxury in my lfe. maybe i took it for granted. there's tis instinct in me that tells me that when that something happen, its gonna affect me badly till i can't continue life as per normal. as in losing somebody. losing my limbs. being bedridden. why are all these bothering me?? alright, alright. all these are crap. total crap nadiah!! dont think about it too much alrites. continue life as per normal...

till i find an answer, see u again.
~enjoy every moment of ur life as if there is no tomorrow~

2006-06-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

wahh...mr choh is really really............. haiya! dont know what to say la hor... i dont know if there's anything going on between him n rachael. eww! most of the malay students cant take it liao. seeing him sit beside rachael n teasing rachael n calling her "lua lua girl" is surely making the hair at the back of our neck stand. yikes!
plus we had to bare with that awful scene for nearly 4 hours! how were we suppose to cope with that when it happened right infront of our eyes. n shockingly, rachael bought him a lime ice blended bubble tea. **whats that suppose to mean??** ^_^'''
english was boring (as usual) haha..most of us wants to go down to band 2. [most of the malay students feels like it] hey! is there some kind of biasness n favouritism going on in our sch?? it seems like its always the malay students who doesnt seem to fit in. **i dont dare use the R_ _ i _ _ word cos its too early to say**
after that was D&T before we had maths. as ususal me n noori started playing around. hahaKz... playing with acrylic n cutting letters out. hahas..
afiq got back from france liao. Afiq Shazni bin Abdul Talib. Our new Junior World Champ in the recent France Open(Silat). woah! thats really something. hahaz...tomorrow BH will be interviewing him n his team. congrats fiq.lolx =D

highlight of the dya really paid my hard dat off. hahaCks..wee!....had fun barbecueing just now. hoho! long time never bbq liao. hahas..had bbqing session with my councillors. had fun setting up the fire, getting irritated by impatient peeps n of course playing with fire!! hahaha....thats the best part of having a bbq. lolx...=P

2006-05-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

argh!! can u believe it. 8 hours of D&T practical today??! damn. my hands were like working non-stop. can't afford to slack otherwise Mr Z will be like "Wah. Banyak betul masa."...haha. the sarcastic him. forever

got my artefact going. almost done. jus a lil bit more. hopefully can finish by end of next week. life would be easier then. dont have to come for D&T liao. hahas...
after lunchtime, with ourselves full, we were too lethargic to get back to work. "charlie's angels" was simply too bored. so me n noori started playing with things around. whatever color acrylic was leftover, we started drawing letters n soon we were cutting em' out with scroll saw, the product -- a keychain of our name! hahaKs..alah, the one u see at bazaar where indon men cut ur fanciful name out n sell it at $5. haha..its just the same. just that ours wasnt as nice n proficent as thiers. hahaha. had fun though.
well, that was what the girls did. boys was like.......over the limit. they took wood, switched on the disc n belt machine n started shaping. one made a sharp pencil out of a thin piece of wooden rod, i suppose. the other got a wooden plank n started making the ends oval. "safety precaution" they said. holy crap!!

well, we should count ourselves as lucky. lucky enough we were released earlier than expected. the art students had to stay till solid 5 pm! haha. =D

~be thankful~

2006-05-29T20:15:00.000+08:00

pheww! tired it is today. had SP attachment experience. LAME. thats all i can say. all the way, the were boasting how good SP is. my gawd. for goodness's sake. stop it la. sikit2, "Of course this is the one n only Singapoe Poly." time n again, that phrase is repeated. eargh. blueks.

went there to have a feel how poly life was like. but i was disappointed. we didnt get to do hands on stuffs. all we had was tour n thats it. lame right? argh. waste time only. i wont trust SP anymore.

after that, went to granny's hse. its like only a station away. so decided to drop by. other than today, i dont think i'll have time to visit granny n cuzzies coz most prob i'll be stuck up at home. revising. yeah.

glad that i stayed there. long time never play soccer with cuzzie. lucky got fren to play against. haha..of course with me ard, our team will defintely win. hahaCks...overall, had fun with em'. haizz..pray that i'll live long enough to enjoy the next game with them too. =(

n yah! before i end, bro got himself a new bike!!!!! argh. i want one too. i'm dying for one. Grrr...
just too bad for him. hahaCks..coz i dont think his bike will last long with sisters like me around. lagau la jawabnya. HAHAHAHAHA!!! **evil grin**

~spend ur time wisely. especially with ur loved ones~

2006-05-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

well i actually dont feel like updating today.just dont feel like it. no mood lahz...but nvm la. just to commemorate the day i sat for my 1st 'O' level paper, update a bit bah...

frankly speaking, i'm not happy with the paper i sat today. =(( i didnt started off well.

1st thing in the morning, i was late. stupid jam infront of my house la. loads n loads of SAS buses coming in making no way for SBS buses to come. haiZz..

2nd, i forgot to bring my kamus. i was so kan cheong la. my heart was never at ease. i was worrying non-stop. worry for nothing. haiZz..

3rd, when everyone was seated waiting for the invigilator to say "OK. U may start ur paper now", i forgot to bring along my confirmtion slip. went out to get. baru nk masok dier suroh put ur IC on the top left hand corner of ur table. again, its in my bag. rush out again n took it. i havent even sit the invigilator started the paper. i was like " Darn u!!". ran all the way to my sit. Diq was like laughing at me. stupid him la!

of course at that particular point of time, after all those running n worrying, i was unable to start readily as my emotions were still unstable. but stubborn me, i didnt let myself cool down first n started the paper right away.i guess that resulted in me producing a bad bad letter writing. BUT i managed to get hold of my karangan n i bet thats where i'm gonna score. hahaKz...had fun writing though. =D

ended paper 1132/01 at 1035hrs.15 mins break n we were ready to start paper 1132/02 at 1102 hrs. it was kinda easy for me. had a few doubts here n there though. but its ok. my doubts will always run out to be the right one. hahaCks...but i really really really feel the pemahaman part was UNFAIR!! lain yg kita blaja, lain yg dier keluar. haiZz...hampa beta.

tapi, semuanya telah berlalu. tiada apa yg harus di risaukan. kamu telah buat sedaya yg kamu mampu. yang lain, terserahlah padaNya. tawakkal sahaja. moga-moga aku berjaya ;)

2006-05-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

stressed??

argh. its barely another 17 hours to my malay 'O' Level Paper!!! arrgghhh!!! i dunno what to study sia. been going thru all the peribahasa, factual compos, diff types of letter writing n stuffs. but somehow, i feel something is amiss. but what??!!! ergh. my hearts been thumping like mad. every sec worrying like a mad dog. something's still inadeqaute. but i dont know what! Oh God. Pls..help me get out of this.

wonder how the rest are doing. its really really scary. i still cant accept the fact that i got a B3. it just doesnt makes sense. argh. why didnt i maintain an A2. something's terribly wrong with me. did i slack? NO. i dont think so. even if i did, i guess its too late for me to buck up now. but seriously, i didnt think o slacked. i mean, how could i?? intensives lesson has been going on thru out the week. there was no way i slacked!

i'm worried i dont know what to write for tomorrow's compo. i'm worried, i'm worried, i'm worried. argh. why am i like this??? all this while malay language was a breeze. but why now do i feel as if its the riskiest subject. ARGGH! aku buntu!!

2006-05-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

hey! if last Tuesday night it was me who received an award for being an outstanding student, then last Thursday night it was Dad's turn to receive an award! well not really an award. its more to promotion. SI Sapuan sey....hahaha. Got promoted upon his completion in his studies over @ TP after 3 years. ahaCks. Good2. now i can say smthg. lolx...

its nerve wrecking now. i dont know why. suddenlyi felt scared. i really dont know why i'm feeling scared for my Malay this Monday.i've never felt scared before. NO, no. its not scared. i'm worried till death. i'm worried i'll go blank. i'm scared of the qns coming out. tk pernah2 aku rasa gini. mungkin lepas aku receive aku nye mid yr results ni tak yg aku rasa yg aku ni tk sebagus yg aku fikirkn. Mungkin...

tried to study for my madrasah exam tomorrow but i just cant help thinking for my Malay O's. why?? why is this happening to me?? why now?? why at this point, at this stage??? i really dont understand. i need a break! seriuosly. but then again i cant help to stop thinking n worrying bout my malay. why? argh!!!

i dont know. i'm trying hard to remember the way i wrote my compos. each time i read my compo, i just felt as if it wasnt me who wrote that. it seems so good. to good to call it my written work.

i guess the B3 grade i got for my mid year hit me hard. its really too hard a fact for me to swallow. never in my life i received such a grade. before this, the lowest i went was A2. thats why its hard for me to accept. it just shows the readiness in me.

but then again, cg said he's confident in me getting an A1. how true is that, i really dont know. it has yet to be proven. he said the mid year paper he set, was purposely setted to be 3 lvl higher than O level standard. woah! but it just doesnt makes sense. even after he sets it 3 level higher, how come Dian can get still maintain A2 n i drop to B3. walhal, all these while, whatever grades dian gets, i get it same too. good for dian that she maintains it. but the AGAIN, it just doesnt makes sense u see. something is terribly wrong with me. but what???!!

argh. lets forget it for now. at least. hope the family dinner later will help me ease out a bit. dinner where? i dont know. hopefully somewhere cooling n peaceful.

awardees. boys. mercy pls..

2006-05-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

well..the award ceremony i attended last tue night was ermm.... well, simple. nothing special. food was nothing. drink was..bleargh. waterchestnut? eww...so damn sweet. yucks. ended up dad drinking it. couldn't help it. can't stand the color.
the waiting was annoying. can u believe it? we were asked to arrive at 6.30 but the official ceremony will begin upon the arrival of the guest-of-honour at 8. thats one and a half hour wait!! eargh. but managed to overcome it. didnt know that by just chatting n exchanging funny2 stories, an hour and a half flew like 30 mins only. hahas...had fun laughing at huda's n fahmi's stories.didn't knw all 3 of us had the "same" kind of mother. haha..

wednesday. cabut intensive malay lesson to go for medical treatment. hahaZ..my mates cannot tahan liaoz.. TOO MUCH malay is killing!! i'm getting sick n tired of it actually. i scared later when the time comes, i'll be too exhausted. thats the worst! eargh.
yesterday, when i went to fetch my lil bro, i had the shock of my life. i can't belive his bag was torn apart!! from bottom till half way top. my gosh! did he got himself into a fight or what? i don't think so. small kid like him must have been bullied. argh. stupid fren of his la!

today was so so so tiring. i dont know why. so exhausted. DnT lesson was dead. no one talked. not even speak. mr z has to do all the talking. realising the class was not its noisy n responsive self, he asked; "am i speaking greek?" hahas...
after curriculum hrs at 3, still have to sit thru 2 hrs of malay. argh. thats why i said i'm sick n tired of malay. everyday, its at least 3 hrs of malay. can't cope. i'm falling apart liao. help!
gotta pull thru gotta pull thru. another whole day of malay tmr n one last lap of 'O' Lvl malay. n i cleared it all. yay!! come on, c'mon. i can do it!!

i can just fall dead upon seeing my time table for this june hols. its like practically working office hours lor!...8am-5pm u noe..practically EVERYDAY. out of the 4 weeks of holiday, i am only freed on the 3rd week. argh! isnt that pathetic?? even Bkt Pjg Govt High is spared from lessons. they are only held back for a week!

argh. can't live be more lenient. have some mercy!! pls..

okok. i'll go rest for now. wonder who's the next american idol. me going for taylor. hehe. u??

4 more days to MT"O" Level

school. intensive malay. compete. NPCC??

2006-05-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

just got back from another hectic day at sch. some last min changes were made to our time table. but managed to fit in.

darn. u know what happened to my artefact?? argh. i can't believe i'm doing it all over again. the feet to my frog broke n i cant find that missing part. damn! now i have to spend another 1hr15mins just to cut out that frog shape from an acrylic. arggh!

after sch, had intensive malay lesson. gosh. the class was so gawd damn noisy! i just felt like shouting at those didots who dont undestand the meaning of having a class n not a discussion corner or something. eargh!

could feel that sense of competing among my mates. i dont know why. but i feel its kind of stupid. really. i mean, come on la. work for yourself n not for others. my believe is the real competitior is yourself. u only need to compete with the one n only u. compete to defeat the old u n be a better u the next time round. get it?? but there's nothing i can say for my friends out there. if u feel that u need to win ur own friend in order to be better or just to get fame, so be it. BUT i really find it sucky to be bearing grudges with ur own friend!! stupid act.

n one more stupid act. that stupid NPCC unit is really driving me to the limits. all this while i've been giving in to them n following their orders. but this time round, i'm not going to.
how could u ask us to come down for training tomorrow when we have ALREADY passed out. isnt that ridiculous. one week after i passed out, only then u ask me to come down n get all my badges? so what if i get my badges then? i dont get to wear it anymore what! even if i get the Best Unit Cadet award, so what? it wont mean a single thing since i already pass out. passing out means u r relieved from ALL NPCC activities. in fact, u r NO longer an NPCC cadet. stupid fool!! this is my 1st n last time i'm rebelling towards 'my' NPCC unit by boycotting this event. plus, my mates have decided to be on my side n not to come down too! ahahahahaKs..lolx. hah! take that! serve u right man!

alright alright. i am supposed to get dressed for a ceremony later in the evening. will be receiving my OARS award at a function held at AMK GRC. so yah. better get going. byes..

~~weee!..~~

6 more days to MT "O" Level

an end to another chapter in my life.

2006-05-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

passed out liao. yesterday, 19th May 2006. wasn't really pleased with it though. the other day i was so god damn happy i was goin to pass out. looking forward to the combined performance. but all turned in vain. begitu hampa beta. apa lah nasib terima layanan sebegini??

the teacher officers didn't even turn up for the parade. its as if we were nothing to them. our effort. our sweat. our 4 years were all rubbish to them. how could they do such a thing??! i was really totally so god damn disappointed. from now on, i won't admit that i was once a cadet from Woodlands Secondary School! in fact, nothing was planned for us! all this while, i help to perform during my Seniors' P.O.P. but y did mine turn out this way? why?????

i guess things took a turn after the change in the OC of the unit. That was clearly shown. Our OUPA dropped from silver to bronze. things can be seen getting out of hand. all i can is: all the best to u LOSERS man. god bless u. i won't be surprised if we get nothing at all-not even bronze- for our next OUPA. there's no more glory for us. our future has began to fade away under those new hands. Oh no. Not 'ours'. YOURS.

but i managed to compose myself by getting lots n lots of photos taken. i was trying to overcome that feeling of being cheated. but sad to say, i still can't overcome it up till this moment. so so so disappointed.

WDL NPCC Unit

Graduating Cadets [2003-2006]
(as ready n resilient as can be!)

NCOs '05-'06
(presenting to u : Our Chairman '05/06)

Graduating NCOs n Sec 2s
(They were angry i threw that brown thingy. lolx)

Rennis(BB), Huda(NPCC), Abu(NCC),Fahmi(Band), Nadiah(NPCC)
i won't forget these ppl. we all came from SCB n were all leaders of respective CCAs

the 4 commanders for Speech Day 2006
Razali(Parade 2ic), Nadiah(GOH Commander), Huda (RSM), Shun Li(PC)

~~SSGT Nurul Nadiah Sapuan died as of today.~~

-another chapter has ended-

9 more days to MT "O" level

P.O.P , exams , lessons

2006-05-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

ehh...lets start off with the good news first. ahaKz.. i can't wait, i can't wait. i just simply can't wait!! hahaha..u know what???

i'll be stepping down from NPCC tomorrow!!!!!!! yippeee...yey! ahaCks...so happy sia. well, its not that i don't like NP. but its just that i feel soo happy to be relieved soon. so so so happy. practically, i'm ecstatic la. been waiting for this day man!

just one more thing for me to accomplish before i sign off as a cadet. to get that Best Female Cadet Unit award. ahahaKs.. yea man. been eyeing that thing. haha. niwaes, i dun haf confident to grab that title le.. just feel that huda's gonna get it. chairman ma... ;( haiZz. **[prays hard nadiah'll get it** Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, kau murahkan la rezekiku.

whatever my luck will be tmr, i'm just gonna spent the time i have left with my unit happily. gonna take loads n tons of pics. haha i'm gonna miss 'em man! especially my squadmates whom i've spent my entire 4 years with! gonna miss the time we went bonkers. gonna miss the times we showed attitude towards our CI. still remember the "team spirit" we had. promotion time, we cheat for campcraft. hahahaha...one fail, all fail. wakakaka..

exam-wise just now..hmm, english was quite a breeze BUT, i dun wanna pass. cos i wanna go down to band 2. being in the best band ie band 1 isnt so great afterall. the teaching doesnt fit me. i cannot tahan in band 1 la. better off in band 2 where we are guided. ws are provided unlike in band 1 its more to imagining stuffs. argh!
must say malay paper 2 was quite hard. crazy ah to say malay hard?? haha. but really it was. the compre part ah. dunno le. maybe sitting for exams in the afternoon affected me la. stupid sch!! ur new system sucks ok! even some teachers pity us. morning come to sch n have to go thru normal lessons. afternoon, after all those studying n nagging we got, feeling tired n so on, we have to sit for exams. how evil! dun even haf time to rest what more to have lunch. argh..but nevrmind..its all over now. next exam will be after june hols ie in july. all that will be in the morning. *pheww!*

poor siti. 25 marks flew just like that! she was crying out loud for doing the wrong summary. supposed to do summary for passage A but she did summary on passage B. how wasted!! pity her sia...she was crying non-stop. argh. i hate to be facing with such things. i can't really do anything for her. but whats worst is that i dont know how to comfort ppl. what more comforting a best friend. i'm not good in all these stuffs la. so sorry bah..

k la k la. enuff liao. getting my blue unifrom ready for tmr. its gonna be my last time ironing my u, polishing my boots n putting the badges on ahaKz..

oh ya! tmr all lessons cancelled to make way for MT. yippeee! MT O lvl exam drawing near. 8-12.30 Malay. hah! enjoy ahh..haha. laG2 kat AVA room. ada air-con. waahhh...lepak ah jwbnye. hahahahaha...

~~enjoy life ppl!~~
(while u still can) =D

11 more days to MT 'O' level

2006-05-15T15:50:00.000+08:00

didn't have time to blog over the weekend coz i was just simply too busy.

fri was vesak day. met dian at cwp at 11.30. she wanted to go zap it!. zap her maths hmk from my book cos she practically misplaced it. haiZz..18 year old behaving like an old lady. this kind of things oso can forget. haha.
met wen hao along the way. taking his cake for mother's day he ordered the other day. damn rich sia he..cake costs almost 40 bucks. still wanna find a gift gor his niece. waa..haha
met diq n shaz. intention was to go for fri prayers taP sempat dier singgah cwp jap ikut me n dian rounding. apa saje entah...
afternoon, went out to JP. intention was to shop for clothes but ended up going round n round looking at shoes n other World Cup stuffs. at last, come home empty handed. haha...

sat was great. eve of mother's day. me, my sis n my 2 other cuzzie brought grandma out to JP. had lunch together. nice sia...whenever its the 4 of us, laughter fills the air. laughing n yacking all the way. Since small, we always had our play time together. =D
ard 4, headed back to grandma's hse. waiting for our individual parents to arrive. family gathering bah..hehe. on the way back, something got into me n this so-called brilliant idea popped up. since the 4 of us haven't bought anything for our Moms, why not we celebrate it ALL 4 mothers in one cake. Ta- daaH!! haha..lucky got bengawan solo. bought a choc delight n headed to grandma's home.
before setting out for dinner, cut the cake n had some photo taking. haha. of course they were surprised.
ate at Cafeela, jln kayu. ok la..nice atmosphere. then lepak2 n play at west coast park till 12+ midnight. dozed off at 2 am. wow..

sun went out again with the same family members. suntec carre4 was our place. nothing much la. mom n dad bought a new DVD player. mom got her cake weighing machine.
headed to beach road for briyani. maghrib we reach, isyak we left. thats bcos when we stepped out of the car, there was the azan maghrib. when we headed back to our car, there was the azan isyak. style eh.. **if u're wondering where the azan came from, its from the Sultan mosque la! thats the only mosque at beach rd what..**

so there u have it. my weekend. well sadly to say, if u realised, i didn't mentioned bout my studies. which means, my 3 days off was BURNT! argh.

today. school was pretty ok. early morning, aidil da msg...*mcm tahu gitu aku da dpt HP balik* hehe.. nak pinjam calculator da. calculator dier rosak. arini dier ada physics paper. pinjamkn la..apa nak buat. org dlm kesusahan. tlg la. ceh..hehe
1st period was P.E. played badminton. fuck la...it spoiled my day ok! early morning make me annoyed. i sprained my ankle la...painful sia. until now, it still hurts. to the core. i don't know if i fractured it or anything. *which i hope i don't* cos i can't walk. it hurts. its like my feet caved in. n it really did! i hate to limp. need dad to take a look at it later. it hurts!

after sch had informal photo taking. as usual. noisy n rowdy. 4B is really out of control. difficult to control la. took pics at the pond. jakun btol ah bdak2 ni...ada aje yg nk masok air. ada yg nak tolak dier. haiZz..

ok la. that was it. got hp back. sprained ankle n lots more stuffs. that was my day. how was urs??? haha

~peace outss~...

touched. faith is all i need

2006-05-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

another week has come to an end. yep. four days of sch this week has driven me crazy. test n test n more tests. its like practically 24 7 study n test lorr. but good la. this will drive me to my room every night n study. good. now, i'm getting the momentum =))

its so good to have a maths teacher like mr choh. he's the best teacher u can ever have. really. he knows us very very very well. he knows whats going on our mind. he knows what we do when put into a particular situation. he knows how we feel. simply said, he's US.

its good that he understands the weak students like me n dian.i should salute him la. i passed my maths test the other day. its like the 1st time i passed lor. *i'm a maths idiot ok* (thats why i am in Band3. the worst maths class) but thanks to him, i improved. its not just an ordinary improvement ok where i'll kick a big fuss out of it.

i scored an E8 for my 1st test n for the 2nd test i got a B4 for it. wow!! its an improvement of 4 grades. an improvement of 1 grade means its an improvement of 5 marks. E8 to B4. 4 grade improvement = 20 marks improvement!

today, he came up to me n dian n kind of pet talk us. it really moved me when he said he still believes in me n dian getting an A1 for maths n that he's not going to give up on the 2 of us. the thing with us is we can't perform well during tests but yet we can do the hmks he gave us. we can get ans for his hmk right but somehow we can't do it for test.
"Its a confident issue,u see. Stop saying u cannot do it. The thing with u is, u don't have faith. U need to have faith in urself cos i am not giving up on the two of you. Don't put my hopes for the 2 of u down. I am not going to give up on the 2 of u until u urself say 'i give up'. That's when i cant help u anymore. So once again, trust me. I'm gonna turn the 2 of u into A1 n all u have to do is follow what i ask u to do. Follow it exactly. Don't try any other way or add more to it. Just follow. We CAN do it together"

N he walked away just like that. leaving us to ponder about it.i guess what he said is true. i followed what he said since early this term n my maths is improving. so happy sia. no words can explain how i felt when i scored a B4. Mr Choh is so encouraging. Plus, he's intelligent. He's taking his Masters for now, mind you. I really admire him for his intelligence. How i wish i could be as successful as him. **yea right. dream on!** lolx..

Just pour out any qns to him. Be it Chem, Phy, DnT or anything. He'll be able to explain it to you - even better than ur phy or chem teacher! he's so great. but too bad he is not allowed to teach us any other sub other than maths. actually, we're not even allowed to ask him. but of course, we do it under table lor. if our phy n chem teacher finds out, he'll be dead.

he'll always be the one to drive me to go for the better. " Its okay if u disappoint me, its okay if u can't ans to Mrs Yap. But its worst if u can't even ans to urself". Perfectly true. he talks sense, unlike other teachers who blabs just to make us feel scared.

but of course i dun like him, in fact, i hate him when he gives us tons of hmk. he gives us hmk like as if he's the only teacher teacing us n we dun haf hmk for other hmk. but then again, just follow what he asks us to do! i must be clever. clever in dividing my time. clever enuff to balance all subjects. its not all abt maths. **i gotta remember that**

okok. stop here 1st. got lots more to say. update more later.

science. fickle minded-ness.

2006-05-08T17:06:00.000+08:00

wahh...chem mock paper was the 2003 GCE O level. exactly the same. it dudn't change a single bit. maybe teacher was too lazy to set paper so they take past years O level question la hor..OK la the paper. not that hard where i will have to bite my pen hard to think. didn't know O level standard was pretty east. HOWEVER, i cannot say that i will pass cos my sci will always turn out the other ay round for me. haiZz...i don't know la. it seems easy to me but maybe again i got th conepts all mixed up n got the right answers for the wrong qns. *shakes head*

had class photo taking just now. damn chaotic. of coz la. 4B mah...notorious bunch of peeps. lol. i can never forget the rowdiness of my B-ians. haha

tmr. phy mock paper pulak turn.phy is all a matter of understanding how stuffs work n of course, u can never run away from memorising for science. this time, i dun memorise the facts n statements unlike chem, i gotta memorise the formulas for the various topics. (another headache) haiZz. but never mind. lets do the best n clear this last lap. lets go lets go!!!

i can't seem to make up my mind on my next level of education. should it be JC or poly? Mr Tan said its better to go poly cos u'll study in a specific arena n once u come out, u can start work immediately n ur 1st salary may start off from $2000-$3000. But if i were to go JC, i won't be highly likely to be employed compared to poly grads cos i got only A levels n A levels is nothing compared to a Diploma in a specific media. well, i guess it makes sense.

but then again, my childhood ambition has always to become a police officer. n now, it is said that it would be better u finish off ur studies till U n get a Degree then sign on with the Police Force where u will straught away be ranked Inspector. great huh?? but, what if something happens to me along the way-during my JC years- n i am not able to complete my A levels?? then i am just as good as an O level grad. isn't it?? haii... worried sia.

i guess i'll just focus on the short term first. pass my O's 1st then can talk abt it k.

k, gonna take a bathe now then study phy for tmr. bye.

Murphy's Law: If Anything Can Go Wrong, it WILL go Wrong.

exam fever

2006-05-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

darn. i'm studying like crazy now. feeling sick sia. sick of studying. but i can't stop now. i have to persevere. **thats one of the school values**. lol.

weightage of homework has never subsided. in fact, its increasing. eargh. mana nak study, mana nak buat hmk..haiZz. DnT artefact is another one big headache. argh. NA is going to finish thier artefact liao n we the Exp has not even started! how bad is that sia??!

can't afford to be not doing hmk. last fri, P came into class n those who are not weak yet lazy n have not been passing up hmk kena reprimanded like hell by her. scared sia...i dun wanna be one of em'. never.

tmr got chem mock exam after sch. by right, i should be having my medical appointment tmr. that means i gotta cancel it n that also means i gotta pay a fine of 10 bucks for cancelling it. argh. stupid sch. u say 9 may. anyhow change last min to 8. now i have to pay. grr.

alright. thats all. study la. chem's killing me.

every vote counts!

2006-05-06T09:31:00.000+08:00

yeah. this is the day. the day where all singaporeans will go out to vote for the party of their choice.

mom says she's voting for PAP. according to her PAP stands for Peace And Prosperity. sheesh. what a good acronym for that. haha. but then again, as i sign in to MSN last night, many were saying Pay and Pay. geez..

mine is GRC Sembawang. SDP and PAP are fighting in this constituency.

SDP arh??? hmm...dunno le. nvr see them making effort to go around house to house to distirbute flyers to each home unlike PAP. nvr see them on board a lorry n driving around neighbourhood appealing to citizens using loudhalers to vote for them, unlike PAP.

mom n dad are out voting. i won't get to vote till 8 years dowm the road. *so long sia* can't vote in the next GE cos then i'll only be 20. not yet eligible. *sigh* that means i'll only get to vote at the age of 24. hmm...still young i guess. lolx..

pestered 'F' last night on MSN on who he like. he put his nick as u don't noe that i like u girl. haha. so i got nothing better to do, i ask him lor. n it came as a shock to me that he likes me. gosh. it was so damn hard to get that info out from him. **tu la. iye iye sangat nak tahu. skrg da tahu, telan kau!** haha. well, i don't know if he knows what he's ding. i don't know if he knows what he's saying. as for me, let time tell it all. i got nothing to say for now.

dun have any plans for today. maybe ah. may be we'll be out to celebrate my cuzzie bro bdae. but for the meantime, i'll study!!!!

May the Best man WIN!!

Don't want. Want.

2006-05-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

darn. tmr is the National Police Cadet Corps Day n i gotta daunt that blue uniform the whole day. i dont want to!! but i'm forced. argh. juz plain lazy la.

whats worse is that it'll be held in the hall! n on the tage some more!!do u have any f**kin idea how idiotic we will look with our banging n all?? plus the sec ones will be joining us. how ugly could that be??! argh.

i just don't want to! don't want to!!

but then again, if i never go, the rest of my mates will also not go. then thats even worse. cos that will show a bad image of NPCC. **which means, we're condemning our own selves.** haiya...they just blindly follow what i do la.

what i am afraid of is that huda wll pang sai us again. just like last year. like real ask us to report in full u. den at last, she herself never! bullshit sak. chairman summore. haiZz..

we'll see how la. i'll ask my mates around.

got my CCA endorsed today.
wah quite a lot of things i got ah on my list. full sia the paper.

Mr Ong was explaining n explaining about how this new LEAPS system works for us. ever year he'll repeat the same old thing over n over again on how to fill up the form. c'mon la. 4 years of filling up the form should have gone into our head. no need to repeat it annually.
we're the so-called "pioneer" batch to be using this LEAPS system. he said this one is much better cos from here, we'll get lots n lots of points n can easily score A1 for CCA compared to the old system.

Now here's the interesting part. With this new LEAPS system, if u are good in ur CCA n get an A1 for it, u'll be able to get straight admission into the JC! isn't that great?? provided u pass ur O levels la. **of course i will** Gosh. i didn't know it was that easy. MR ong said last year a handful of our students were called in by the JC (particularly IJC) to have tea with them n were interviewed. but unfortunately, these kids turned this offer down n opted for poly. i mean, how silly of them.

now one thing for sure, i'm not gonna miss this oppurtunity. well, i can confidently say i can get an A1 for my CCA n of course i can pass my O levels. Thats for sure. *winkwink* ; )

I really want to go JC! i really want to!!

a temporary goodbye

2006-05-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

ain't allowed to blog that often.
been spending too much time on the net.
exams are approaching.

but not to worry.
got a book for a substitute.
HAHA.

dun bother looking for the book.
cos u'll only find it once i stop breathing.

for u readers,
wait till i get back my hp this mid may

yippee!!! can't wait can't wait!!...

treasure money, love etc..

2006-04-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

woah. people sems to be spending more than they should huh...
just just now, dad bought a pair of new sandals n bro got a brand new pair of shinguards both from royal sporting house. eargh. jealous sia.

sales everywhere.
hello!Singtel had a whole lot of ppl queing up for their stuffs. offers here n there.
royal sporting house has a "Junior Soccer Day". Like real. dun just simply name it a Day when in actual fact u're just trying to get rid of ur products.
World Cup is round the corner. Nike's the sponsor. Nike wear is on discount. They know that these items won't be popular once the new Nike World Cup items are out so they're going all the way down to 40% discount. Haha. I'm not that stupid u noe. anyway, i'm not a Nike fan. i'm an ADIDAS girl. ahacKz.. **thats a hint for u guys in case u're getting me a present this july** LOL

religious classes really made me aware that there are kids who are worst off than me. i mean, i'm not boasting that i am good.
there are adik2 in madrasah who lacks the 4 letter word at home. L-O-V-E.
its not that i ask for it but its jus that enviness boils in me seeing my other sibs get it. well no point asking or even saying it now cos i'm all grown up n i dun think i need it either.
kesian adik2 ni. n i mean real adik2. 14 years old bah... dont know what got to them. ustazah ceritakan. didn't really get he story cos i entered class halfway thru while she was sharing. stupid jam la..niwaes, its all bout sex. they're dying to experience it. i was like what the crap??! ustazah told us that she couldn't sleep for days thinking bout these two cases. a boy n a girl. both 14.its separate cases but the concept is the same. ustazah's in a dilemma whether to tell their parents or not n us being the "senior" said she should. pity them la
we all agree that it all boils down to the upbringing. so glad that i wasnt one of them.
the girl has a sis who lost her virginity. she thinks its alright for her to do so since her big sis does it. the boy lacks that 4 letter word n he's left to wonder bout the world n started looking at girls.*u guys sure know what u look at right??* n ustazah said that was exactly what that boy did.he's good in drawing. especially those kind of japanese animated catoons. n he drew pretty sexy girls in class. gawd!!
he has a father who sends him to class every day but yet something is lacking. both their parents are working. the boy's dad is a police officer. i tell u, the way ustazah describes it makes it sounds as if he's a rapist. really! imagine. a police officer's son commiting a crime.geez..i will never ever do anything that will harm my dad's reputation. i wouldn't dare.
he worked so hard to get that rank. went through all sorts of experience. sit for night classes after a hard day's work for 3 years to qualify for the next higher rank n i have to tarnish it all by one stupid act going against the law?? darn. hell no.

okok. stop here for tonight. study study.
mom's not home but dad's getting onto my nerve. hate it la! can't i have my own privacy for just half an hour to update this blog??! eargh. irritating

nonsense.

2006-04-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

nothing much i did today.

went out early morning to get some stationaries over at Popular cwp. gosh.it was so damn pack. what's with everybody?? maybe just got progress package so want to splurge la. haha.
read the news. wow. Sir Salim is almost on every page. haha. the youngest candidate so far for the elections. congrats2.

today just sat home n did some revision, improvised my folio. more to sch stuffs la. when i checked my blog just now, i was so annoyed! who tag at my tagboard n started spouting nonsense. u read la...what crap man. who de hell is "aren't u losers?" i was so god damn frustrated when i read that. did that fella got the right person. hey u "aren't u losers?", if u're brave enough, come forward n confront me! no point hiding ur identity, u freak!

till i get to that fool, see ya guys ard.
buaiZz...

woah.

2006-04-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

i didn'tknow starting sch at 9 was so great. i've never felt that alert for lessons before. n there was no hurry for me to rush to sch. felt so relaxed. perhaps i should propose that to the sch. LOL.

didn't know yesterday's event was still fresh in everyone's mind. kimi,diq n dian were saying that i play cheat during yesterday's parade. they said i implanted a mic in my throat. mentang2 aku ni perempuan, tkleh shout command ah ni kirakan..haha. but funny la. they die2 say i put. well, all i gotta say is, only god knows how i did it n only my GOH contingent knows that i DIDN'T cheat. LOL. received heaps of praises from teachers, esp mr ong. comparing us to his "military" style. he said it was just the same standard. well, thanks.=D

early morning, 1st lesson was el but teacher was on course n we were left to do our own stuffs. while doing our "stuffs", along came in the new OM, Mr Khair n there he was sharing with us his stories. Old man mah...like grandad like dat. telling life stories to his grandchildren. his an interesting fella i should say. he came from the changi prison. a retired warden officer as well as a caner. the moment he said caner, the 1st thing that came to my mind was: "O well. all the best to those students who will be caned in te future". HAHA. 24 years of experienced caning should have done him good. nice stories he had. been sued n brought to court for caning a guy 48 times n caused him to be impotent. really really nice stories he had. too bad he couldn't stay long cos almost half of the class had to go for medical checkup. he said he would come by again some day n share more.

soo soo soo happy no NPCC training today. its like the 1st friday i get to go back at 12.30 n sleep for hours. LOL. really missed my afternoon naps.

bro is down with a fever. i guess that means i can't bully n play with him. man! haha. *evil sis* prays hard its not hfmd cos 4 of his play friends didnt come to sch today too cos they're down with fever too.

found out that WDL ex HCI, Salim Sir, is standing in election under WP. didn't know he was that capable. looks like he's one lucky guy huh..salute u Sir. haha. niwaes, to me i dun think WP is that popular among us. Lets see what they're up to. well, all the best Sir for ur elections.

overall, an interesting day for me. lots of things happened. great. haha.
nitess..

its OVER.

2006-04-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

yes arh!! i'm so glad its OVER. finally OVER. so glad that i dun have to face that nervous feeling ever again. haha. well, except for my O's now. hah! i'm so so so soooo happy. no words can explain it man...really. i'm so glad. i'm so relieved. i just feel like jumping for joy. HAHAHA.
aniwaes, i received a token from the navy officer. so touched. he personally came forward to me and shook my hand with a navy badge in his palm. ahh...thanks alot sir. =D oh no! i forgot to take pics wth him n say thanks. darn! that was once in a lifetime experience to be trained from proffesionals. gosh. how dumb can i be. if only i could ever see him again, i will of course express my thanks n gratitude to him. argh, thats human beings u see. u tend to take things for granted. Cyril Alvar Sir, ur help n guidance has surely been alot of help to the GOH contingent. Thanks alot sir.
lastly, after everything was over, there will always be us snapping photos together. LOL. niwaes, tmr no trainin. yay!! another joy. haha. CCA will stand down today for the Mid Years but not yet for the passing-out-parade. which means, i will have to go for trainings after Mid Year. wad de hell! argh! lets just see what happens k. i'm still angry that they pstpone the POP.
till then, niteZz..
*sch starts @ 9 tmr. yay can wake up late. another joy. LOL* =P

fast one

2006-04-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

turning in soon. gonna make it fast. lets just talk bout tmr's plan. wheelie wheel, its gonna be fun!

finally, the day we've been waiting for has finally arrived. My FINAL speech day in my life. soon after i graduate,i vow not to relate myself to NPCC matters anymore. i guess 4 years has done me enough. HAHA. i really wanna do my best tmr. i want them do look good and do their part well too. this is it. we'll do it once and for all n its done. OVER. we can only do it once. no replay. no 2nd chance. its that critical. 1st impression lasts. we gotta do it 1stly for ourselves n 2ndly for the unit n for the school. C'mon guys!~ let's get it done n over with!! we'll pull through together.

by right, fri we should step down but something occurred today n our POP will be postponed. wtf man?!!! this is all crap. i've been looking forward to this day n this is what they did??! argh. darn pissed off. make it fast la. i can't go on like this any longer. Earggh!... some miscommunication happened la.

niwaes, tmr sch ends at 12.30. yay!!! then can rest until last rehearsal at abt 3. the whole ceremony will end at 9pm. n the best thing is, sch begins at 9 am on fri. wohooo!!...yes ah...WDL Sec is ssooo lenient. LOL. *u sure anot?* talking bout leniency, lets just put a lil bit bout sch. got a new OM. Mr Khair. Gosh! action nye...baru masok nk marah2. apa je...tak fun ah mcm gini. our DM tak tinggikn suara, dier ni melebih2 pulak..he's a warden officer for one of my fren's bro. *no wonder he's strict* hahaKz...but there's a softer side of him. he'll approach each table during recess. guess he wanna noes how we lead our lives in WDL Sec. (to date, he has yet to appproach ours n me n my frens pray hard that he never will) HAHAHA.

okok. pray hard for me aite. n pray that tmr won't rain too. cos if not, all our efforts will go down the drain. C'mon ppl!!! lets get rolling! yea....

2006-04-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

wah piang eh. just got back from another medical treatment. pain sia..the liquid nitrogen spray effect is so damn pain....can't sit still. it stings man. dunno how to go to sch tmr. should i wear shoes or not? if i don't, then i'm gonna be in deep shit for tmr's last speech day parade rehearsal.
gosh. i'm gonna be pretty bz this week. busy with CCA. its gonna be my LAST week of CCA before i totally stand down. argh! i'm sure gonna miss those times we had together. gonna miss the rowdiness, the laughter, the pranks we played on our TOs n CIs. hahaKz.. at the same time, i can now concentrate fully on my studies. yay!! yes ah...freedom at least.no one can touch me now.=D
tomorrow got speech day parade rehearsal. Final Rehearsal. really really hope my GOH contingent can perform really really well to stop all the scoldings n humiliation. really hope so.
wednesday got GOH training only. gotta train these ppl up before the actual day on thursday. i MUST make sure they do it well n correctly. They like got no semangat like that ah, Thats what i don't like abt them. Its not that they cannot do. They can. But its just that they don't want to. I'm getting sick man of reminding them to put in energy n effort in their every step. But yet still, they refuse. Argghh!! irritating ppl. Degil!.
then some more the "ex-CI" (faizal sir) said he want to come. he said earlier on that thurs he can't make it. but upon heraing that i will be the GOH com, he said that's it. i'll ask for leave. wanna kacau me. Mcm btol jek. Padahal esok kene go back camp. haha. padan muka.
then friday will be a memorable day for me. Haizz...God, can't u keep friday away?? Hmm, well i guess that can't happen for sure. Just hope our successors will do something nice, memorable n touching for us. really hope so.
thats it for now. bring u more updates in the days to come. with pics too!! hahaha...

**counting the hours to end my role as the loyal NPCC cadet n GOH commander**

SUPER DUPER AWESOME!!!....

2006-04-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

the playful 4B =D
thats US in action!
Cheer Champs!! wohooo!...
Jaliboi, Obi n aWM with OUR class flag.
US again getting ready to dance

Yippee! Wohooo....yay! Hooray!

Yup. Thats all i gotta say for my Sports Day. aHackz! its was fabulous. we started off kinda rocky but hey, we ended off well. Really really well. Cos u noe y?? WE (4B) accomplished our goal! WE defeated those geeks (4A) n managed to get 2nd in the Upper Sec Championship leaving 4A behind us! Wohoo!! U're finally beaten 4A! Yes arh!! HAHA.
WE beat them in terms of cheer. WE were the cheering CHAMPIONS while they were the runner ups. hahaKz..we beat them in almost every track events. it was so damn good to see that "oh man shit. we lost to 4B" look on their face. LOL. n when they lose, they asked US to move aside n make way for them to get back on their seats. what kind of attitude is that man??! eargh. of course WE find it sucky having to tolerate with such absurd behaviour.
mr choh was clearly not happy with our win. initially his class was 2nd n WE were 3rd. but after tabulating the marks -including OUR cheer, we managed to catch up with his class n his 4F went toppling down to 4th placing. LOL. n the most irritating part is, he shouted "U guys wouldn't have won the cheer if not bacause of me giving u an idea to create a storm right??!" what only. how could u say that? lose already lose la. it was ur mistake what. who ask u to tell us?? hahaKz. aniwaes, thanks for ur brilliant suggestion mr 'starfire'. LOL. i can assure u bloggie. when he gets back to sch, he'll tell the whole staff board that 4B won the cheer bcos of him. mark my words man. He'll go around telling ppl that 4B 'stole' his idea. He's one irritating teacher la he. hehe..
UG mixed relay was bad. Not fair sey! Its not the race which is unfair but the way my NPCC unit choose their runners. Stupid sial. We have 2 gd runners. Aini n Su. Y didn’t u make use off them?? The thing which makes me n my mates pissed off is the fact that they didn’t even tell us there was a mixed race. Tup tup tahu2 je they call for UG mixed relay race. Angry sak. Its very selfish of the chairman n the future chairman. Damn selfish!! N u noe what they she said when we consult them abt the race. She said “Nvm lah. So long we never finish last.”. what kind of attitude is that? If u say so long as we finish top 3 or something, then ok lah. Paisey sak when they finished last! Grrr…
Anyway 4A, thanks for being our contender. Our NO.1 contender.I mean it. Thanks a lot. Without u being a threat to us n challenging us, we wouldn’t have worked sooo hard for this championship. This fighting spirit is what brought 4B together n realise our weakness. The feeling of being threatened for 2 months was certainly worthwhile. That’s one valuable experience I can never forget. Thanks a lot 4A. Thank u =)
last words for my class. Well done 4B!! WE made it. All those bickerings n episodes of me hating u for ur attitude n u hating me for asking u to shout for cheer, was certainly worthwhile. Nothing can replace my gratitude for being such a 'last min cooperative' class. One thing u guys like to do is, u will always start being serious only 10 mins before the actual game. why arh?? hmm..thats one thing unique about my dearest 4B =D.
LOVE YA GUYS LOTZZ!!

cheer or jeer??

2006-04-18T18:33:00.000+08:00

hmm...it sucks today.i da btol2 lepas tangan ngan my class actually. LOL..dun blame me for that man...i dun fit in in either of both of ur sides. u noe what i did today?? haha..

da terlalu give up, i walk away halfway thru the cheer. haha...gerek. when i go missing, everybody will scream "Nadiah! Nadiah!Where r u? We're gonna start!" haha. i'll always be M.I.A. lor...what to do. they quarrel n disagree on so many things n cannot cme to an agreement. waste so much time.fed up so walk away la. but of course i dun show them i fed up. dun wanna hurt their feelings n make things worst so i keep quiet la. i cannot tahan i go backstage lor..make myself useful in making the class flag. if Nadiah do, confirm nice one. Hehe.. will post a picture of it soon.

so happy zureen scolded mas just now. Sooooo happy! haha. she's so self centred la. want things to work her way n be perfect only.think about others la! u think u're the only one who wanna win izzit? we also. u cannot guarantee that by doing ur way, we will win what...give n take lah. *thats my policy* LOL..n mas was obviously paisey. who won't be paisey if someone talk bad things abt u infront of a class??! haha. serve her right. so action. angkug sangat. hidung tinggi.

dunna whats happening to my class girls. now they're the one having conflict. i'm always the middle person.i dunno y. there's this racist2 thing happening. to me its meant for a joke la. but dunno if some of them take it seriously. frankly speaking, i dun mind if u guys dun like each other as a person but surely not by race right. will concile them whenever there's a need to .i promise.

thats all i guess. shucks!!! i forgot! tmr got speech day parade rehearsal again. Argh..better get ready my unifrom. Here comes ur GOH commander. Weeee....LOL.

~Adios~

2006-04-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

escape the 1500m run today. told my peeps facing an injury on my toe. long sia 1500m. 3 n three quarter round u noe. very sian eh...i really am NOT good in running. u can ask me to do all sorts of sports. but please, never ever ask me to be a runner. Pleeaassee!!....

went out to get my DnT stuffs instead. went all the way down to sim lim tower with my dad. hujan lebat dok. taP best arh naik motor hujan2. kene simbar air ngan van. gerek...haha. pusing punya pusing tak jumpa2. nak dekat 2 jam aku rounding itu 3 storey tower. at last give up n call my teacher. rupanya kat basement da...

den went to sim lim square pulak. dad nk cari another optical mouse. sblom g sana, kita try la cari my unc yg da lama menghilang. slalu nye dier kat sungei road. cari punya cari tak dpt so kita jln ah. dah nk jln tu, something tells me to turn. eh, is that him? betol ke its him? looks like. nak panggil takot salah org pulak. just b4 my dad tekan engine, that guy turned n true enuff it was him! ahaCkz...so glad to see him after a few years M.I.A. Had some change of words for abt 20 mins. he was touched to see me. could see it in his eyes. LOL..

sim lim square made me went bonkers. Gosh!! if only i have a pocket full of money..i would have bought the Sony DiViCam, MP4 n of course the latest phones! o my gawd...i reallly wanted those stuffs badly. geram sey tgk bende2 tu...kalau la aku ada duit...tkpela. tunggu laG berapa bulan. insyallah ada. thgen boleh la aku beli...hehe

life is never fair

2006-04-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

just got away from another 'lecture' session. aku tetap dgn pendirian ku. its MY blog. i'll feel free to say what i want n put what i want. in case u can't see or u can't read (which i believe is not true), my subheading said: WHATEVER U SEE HERE,STAYS HERE!!. what is it that u don't understand from that?

if u're asking me to take away something from here, its just the same as u asking me to tear myself apart. cos whatever i say here is about myself n its TRUE. in here, Nadiah doesn't lie. its a reality u have to face. u are my one n only one i have, bloggie.

i dun care abt how others feel or think cos i dun think anybody has ever done that for me. apa punya masyarakat ni skrg?? what u see is what u perceive it to be, izzit? merepek ah...no wonder la ex-jailbirds now got no chance. i have experienced it before -not having given a 2nd chance. it really hurts. hate these kind of ppl. buat hidup org susah aje.

i have never seen myself as someone good. really. NEVER. no matter how much u ppl heap parises on me -no doubt i smile back n say thank you- deep in me, i know its not true. nothing beats being praised n encouraged by ur own parents. =( even sis agreed with me on this. all that is needed is a pat on the shoulder n the word "good" or "well done" each time we bring home a medal or even a cert. thats all! it won;t take u an hourto do that.dan bukannya HANYA that piece of paper with grade n numbers on it comes n that will only happen IF we pass (which is like once in a blue moon) haha. tk pernah aku merasai nya. sebalik nya, seyuman sinis yg kami terima. Cis!

the way they say it to me is as if they look down on me. been treated this way since small resulting in myself maybe having a low self-esteem. thats why i wasn't able to fulfill my role as a HC. i was always doubtimg my ownself.

if u're trying to say i'm making myself look bad by doing all this, then i must say : this is me. my pathetic life. Yes. i admit it.

nothing beats being praised n encouraged by ur own parents. =( research has shown that kids tend to believe what their parents say compared to what outsiders say.

my friends are all decent kind of friends. there's only two types of friends i have.
1) leaders (from other schools)
2) peeps affiliated to the SPF/NPCC
thats all. n mind u. all these peeps are high ranking peeps. haha. its not as if i'm trying to boast or cuma kwn dgn org2 yg bernama aja, but its just that i feel easy n safe with these ppl. not saying that my other frens are bad, taP its the outside friends we're talking abt here.

there's more i want to say actually. but i suddenly forgot. dunno y. facing this sicknes called "STML". short term memory loss. LOLx!...

**in case u guys think that nadiah is a good person - or a "role model"- think again. she's just a rotten apple! thats what they say

time for a total change

2006-04-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

its been 4 days since i last updated u bloggie. well o well, wed training was....ah, i dunno how to describe la hor. but it was better i should say. just that i wasn't in the right mood. wrong channel la..

talking about channel, some how it reminds me of the politics. good grief the bridge was not carried on. don't know if they're scared or what. scared to lose what? haha...tahu takut kene fitnah. LOL. okok. i guess dat was enuff. dun wanna be dragged to court for giving a tongue-lash.=D

my class girls had their netball interclass on thurs. gosh..the way i see them play was real damn fast. tup tup tahu2 da masok net. haha....*applause*should say they played well. they scored 10-2 in both games. well done well done. keep it up. once again, we must not lose to 4A! argh...these bunch of geeks are always our biggest contender in every way or the other. no matter, u gals will have to go all out to defeat them!

yesterday was good friday. did nothing much. from noon tilll late at night, just lazed at my aunt's 3 storey landed property. nothing much to do. in fact, iwas glued to the tv the whole day. more of a movie marathon. watched one movie after another. haha...quite fun. went out to get dinner with ma aunt n unc. tried out the yusoff satay showed on Our Makan Places: Lost & found. sure enuff, it was nice.

what aunt said in the car on our way to get our food really knocked me out of my sense. perhaps i should do away with my aim to get into poly. need to work xtra hard to go to jc. no point taking the one and only course a poly in s'pore offer cos according to her, in future, they will give priority to the grad of the course i intended to go in to. she said go to NUS n get a degree in that.

so yah. got to change my mindset. its the future we're talking abt here. whatever it is, i have my own ways to pursue that goal. dun ask me how n tell me what to do. i'll just do it my own way. one thing u should know abt me is that "Never question the reason behind my actions". Pantang nenek moyang aku kalau org soal aku tau. Haha..

leave the rest to tmr. wanna watch Nanny McPhee mom jus bought. LOL. C ya..

**only my close friends know what course i'm into. sorry guys if u feel i went back on my words to get into the same poly as u guys. but like i mentioned, its the future we're talking abt. hope u guys will always pray the best for me n so will i. as friends, u shud be happy n glad for me. thanks. =D

blurr..

2006-04-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

dunno where to start le. lets see..
can't decide on the blog skin. been searching n searching for one since last weekend. argh! got irritated n finally decided to put this on temporarily. will search for a better one over this weekend. i know its plain w/o links or any pix. will do it later la hor.. *pathetic Lahzz..*
really having a tight schooling schedule. its really hectic for now. dun think there's anytime for me to go out n watch movies or anything of that sort. have to really get working on my artefact. need to go out n get the stuffs hopefully by end of this week. this friday is a holiday so i suppose its a good chance for me to venture out n get my stuffs so hopefully can get it going when the coming sch week begins.
trainings has been bothering me too. HaiZz..this week's fri training has been brought forward to tmr. gosh! its right in the middle of the week. so tiring. next week too! cos next fri is our Sports Day n the week after that is our real Speech Day. gosh! time is flying by damn fast. fuuhh...*tu tanda nya dunia da nk kiamat.*
after consulting a former CI, i decided to forgive my TO over what he did to me last friday. true lahz...partly my fault also bah..BUT that still doesn't change the fact that i still can't accept the way he treated me! = (
class spirit is almost there. most of us participated in the 800m run yest. yeah man! so proud n happy to see yellow ppl running on the track. ahacKz.. lets go 4B lets go!! LOLx..haha

ok lah.thats all for now i guess. luv y'all. bye

i'm lovin' it

2006-04-08T09:56:00.000+08:00

ahacKz....rezeki seems to be coming in my way. early last month i received a nomination form from my SC teacher for an Overall All-Rounder Student (OARS) award. so glad. but the application has yet to be approved. if it is, then i'll be receiving about $150. hahaKz..

then yesterday, after all those insult n humiliation, my OC sent me n another 3 of my mates to apply for the SPF-NPCC Badge award.i was like, wow!! thats the most prestigious award any cadet can ever get in NPCC!. hahaha...

also, i got my class t-shirt already!! yay!...so proud of it. its in yellow & green. its like totally Brazilian. haha. so glaring one. no doubt we were the last class to receive our class t-shirt n we were at a disadvantage of wearing it for our X-country, Heats n Cheer competition, we always tell ourselves to convince that the Best is always saved for the LAST! n how true it is...LOLx..plus, my name is printed on it.

n btw, sec 4B made it to the finals! Hooray!! Yippee...n sec 4A, get ready to be wiped off from ur seats. ;)

**4B. B stands for Brazil. so lets get ready to Ginga!

it hurts a lot..

2006-04-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

i can't believe my eyes are watery as i type this entry.
Never in my life i've been insulted until that bad. i can't believe he did that to me. i am so disheartened.
i'm a human being. i got feelings. but how could he do that to me?? that was a total no respect for me as a GOH commander. Mark my words. GOH Commander.
he was judging me as a person! cakap je we are not judging u as a person. but by ur actions. whatever criticisms u receive, take it as a feedback for u to improve. Banyak lah tu dgn dier punye judgement!!
my parents don't even say such bad things abt me what more for a total outsider like him to even insult me???!!
whats even worse, it happened infront of a parade with dozens of parents around!! aarrggghh!.. i felt so demoralized. really. never have i been treated like that in my ENTIRE life.
so sad. too devastated to go any further.never felt this small before.
sorry guys. can't say much.

signing out;
"brainless kid"

Reader's Discretion is Advised !..

2006-04-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

bastard siak! damn pissed off. Got yacking from mom n dad for keep asking them for money to pay up my school expenses. In total i needed 26 bucks. Class t-shirt costs $20 but i thought i'd be a 'good-daughter' and pay part of it so i asked for $15. Obviously my 'good deed' was overlooked. Heartbroken sey =(. Of course la i didn't tell them that i was also paying part of it cos good deeds are not said out. Moreover, they will think that i am trying to act good n they will NEVER believe what i say. *sigh* =(. The next thing really made my blood boil. In the next sec, sis asked dad for money too. To pay up her class t-shirt TOO. Hers was $13.70 and she asked for a solid $13.70 w/o even paying part of it. Fine, i thought. N u noe what?? dad willingly gave her 50 bucks!! OMG! i was like, wtf??! Felt like shouting but sabar jek. Nvm nadiah. Today's her day, another day would be urs. I mean, that was so UNFAIR!! My class t-shirt is only one in 4 years of my secondary education while hers is EVERY YEAR! n she senang2 jek dpt duit.i'm not blaming my sis la but its just that i really really really hate the way my parents treat me at times. it sucks! big time.

Its bcos of the mistakes i committed in the past which makes them distrust me. i know. C'mon la...all those were childhood mistakes. i was too young to understand n know the consequences. But now that i've grown n mature, i'm trying my best to put that ugly past behind me but here u are reminiscing on the past!!. argghh! pathetic la. i've proven myself enuff to them. Proven to them that i am not a bad kid. Proven it by becoming a student councillor at first and ending up as a Head Councillor. *thats a prestigious post, don't u think so??* Proven to them that i engage in all sorts of sch activities n winning every competition. They themselves know that i am well liked among my peers n teachers. My peeps look up to me. Proven to them that i am not like those kind of kids who lepak2 at the void deck. But what more do they want?? I'm so angry, annoyed n frustrated. Whenever i come home late from sch, they will throw all sorts of accusations on me. Kesian nadiah. Dia ada cuba hari2 balik siang pasal tknk kasi mak bapak dier marah. Dulu tme jaD councillor, banyak meeting dia skip. Spai ada sekali tu FHM kata "Apa punya Head Councillor ni?? Bila ada meeting mesti cabut. Kalau tak cabut pon, mesti attend halfway." In a way he's trying to say i'm useless n helpless la. But what can i do? Nvm bout what they say bout me. Let me bear it all alone. Anak mana yg tknk ambil hati mak bapak?

But each time when i reach home: Y everday come home late? U sure u go to sch or u go elsewhere? Y izzit dat its always u doing this n that n not others? Y must it be u? thats what i get after a tired day at sch. have they ever spared a thought for me? i don't know. imagine urself to be going to work n as soon as u reach home, u kena nag for this n that. don't u find it irritating n frustrating?? sick n tired of it. Too sick n tired until i can no longer be bothered with what they say n defend myself in order to prove that what they say is actually wrong. Eventually, when i keep quiet, they will think that what they say is true. Whatever LAH! Have it ur way then. No point proving them wrong when they know that every word that comes out from my mouth is a total lie. Nvm, only time will tell.

Dah la hp kene confiscate for 3 months pasal bill telefon melambung. Ahah...*bulb lights up*. That leads me to another point. Of course la i was totally not happy about it. I was like, 3 months?? *faints* That time sis nye bill pon melambung taP tkde la kene spai confiscate2 smua ni. all she did as her punishment was to place her hp on top of the tv each time she reaches home from sch. thats it. Da la kene confiscate. Privacy got intruded pulak tu. How can u read up my msgs??!!! argh. dun wanna go any deeper.

aniwaes, i got this feeling that sis nye bill akan melambung this month. Thats because i've been observing her sms-ing every now n then. One min after another, that sms ringtone will sound. I suspect she has a bf. Kakaka! Thats bcoz her MSN nick says "~+NuTty+~ i luRb u bEri bEri mUch..!!". HahakZ. Whats that suppose to mean huh? N whats more, her sms-ing activity is out of the ordinary. Keterlaluan. She will bring her hp to bed n still sms. Dun tell me u sms ur normal fren so frequently until u have to bring ur hp to bed?? Hahaha...surely not right. Funny la. Dunno la ha..pdai2 la jwb bila bill telefon dtg ye. Tk melambung, nasib arh. =P

wheelie wheel

2006-04-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

its cold in here. been raining these few days *shivers* today was rather an interesting day to me. quite a number of events cropped up.

my form eacher didn't come today so for the 20 mins of our morning LAP programme we were more to relaxing instead of getting our WORD POWER done. then came in our LD to check on us. 4B just seems can't be trusted to behave ourselves. i'm so mad at my class boys. they're VERY mischievious. i dun see a reason why they have to be a clown in class. they think its cool n funny but i find it really annoying n irritating! they were whistling like a flock of birds n when the LD ask them to own up, no one did. she kept asking who was it n my boys being cowards didn't want to own up until eventually she threatened to bar us from this afternoon's cheering prelim round. we went like "Ooii...own up lah!" n fiq being the so-called 'hero' owned up when in actual fact he didn't. i know cos he sat right beside me.i told him dun be stupid but he refuses to listen. LD didn't believe him cos the look on his face tells that he's lying n he was trembling when owning up. LD knowing that i was a head councillor, turned to me and asked " Head Councillor, is that true?" i hate it when teachers put me in a spot. arggghh!.. i didn't want to tembak that bloody fella but i have to. i was forced. i just said it was from someone at the back. didn't say specifically who.everybody knew who it was but its just that we want him to own up. everybody went whispering " its 'K' right.." everyone know its him cos he was our regular whistler n he was always the one coming up with pranks-other than his companion,MIR. his looks on his face shows that he's guilty. eventually he didn't own up n fiq was left alone to go see the LD after sch n get detention. stupid act. after LD step out of class i said to K " y didn't u own up??" he shouted back at me "what me?? semua aku ah ni!.." c'mon la K.. so damn angry when he shouted at me across the class. aku ckp baik2 kau kene pekik balik pe??! da dier merajok satu hari buat muka bonyok. apa saja entah. kalau tak buat dah la. lupakn jek. yg kau nk melebih2 terbawa2 buat apa. there goes another frined of mine. i was never on good terms with him until this year when we saw a positive change in him. i guess i ruined it all when i thought things were gonna change =(. 'K' i'm sorry if i made a wrong accusation bout u just now. we've been friends since pri sch n i dun wanna end it on a bad note.

first thing in the morning, our SS teacher didn't come. dunno why. as usual my class was ecstatic whenever a teacher is absent. HaizzZ..these kids apparently dun see the seriousness in their O's. Specifically the boys. there was no relief teacher so we were free to do our stuffs. opened up my maths txtbk n dd the excercises in it. suddenly there was total silence. fuuny, i thought. looked aroung an saw the P making her rounds. no wonder. since i was nearest t the door, she asked me what lesson we were supposed to be having n i answered SS. she gave me the look of "its SS n u're doing Maths??" haha. she walked in had a chat with the class. normal psycho thingy. emphasizing more on our O's.

Malay lesson today was one of a kind. more of a memorable one for me. Cg was in a good mood today. Gave us karangan topic and asked us to hand in next Tue. Wow...Cg shared his life story with us. more on his family background. so touching. at one point, his voice went soft and as if his voice was stuck at the throat. it was a sad story. he went emotional la. could see his eyes watering. to round it all up, there's always a good thing behind everything bad.

cheering was nerve- wrecking. even befoer we could even step into the hall, some of my mates were already crying. afraid that we'd make a fool our to ourselves. afraid that we would cock up. normal la. i was nervous too. all tensed up. afrid that we'll lose. rumours all around said that the sec 5s will be putting up a performance. we really really really wanna win this comp. had fun shouting in the hall calling for other classes to go up n perform. in the end, we performed last. LOL. well, rumours are not true n it proved to be right when sec 5s didn't put up a good show. more to "making a fool out of themselves' kind of thing. haha. they had fun though. can see it. we felt threatened by 4As n 4Fs performance. they did well. can't deny hat 4A was totally awesome! a real cheerleading team. solid man! overall, i can say 4B did a great job man. well done guys. **got this feeling that 4A,4B n 4F will make it thru to the finals** ahaKz..lets await the results tmr. if the word4B comes out, i'll be the 1st person to shoot out from my seat. hahahaha.

actually there's lot more to say but can't stay long. need to go. mum's nagging liao. niwaes, this entry is quite lengthy hor. haha. more stories tmr, adios....=D

Go 4B go!!

2006-04-04T18:21:00.000+08:00

just got back from another day of hardcore cheer practice. the prelim round is like less than 21 hours away. Gosh!! i'm like so excited but at the same time tired n nervous too. dunno wads going on with ma class. playful as usual. difficult to get them together la. but nevertheless, we managed to pull through n get everything done. yes arh! haha.we wanna win it! dun wanna let that bloodt sec 4A to yake over us. currently we are on TIE with them. argh! competition's getting tougher.

well, conflict arised amidst the preparation. fana got annoyed n irritated by some of me peeps pesterings. they keep on bugging her to join in when she already felt left out. haiZz...pity la.

last night while chatting at MSN, kimi nudged me and said he already broke up. i went like "What??! Why?"..he sounded kinda happy but i know he feels hurt deep down inside. but its just that he doesn't want to show it. guys are EGO. right?? haha. i know them. they were both a gd couple. they've been my mates since Sec 1. he asked me to comfort him. Me?? my gawd. i'm not rreally good in comforting ppl but since i was the only one he had ONLINE, i just played my part as a friend lor. managed to make him feel a lil' better. hahakZ..apparently he doesn't know what he wants either. silly guy. haha i guess he managed to patch things up wth her. haha. long story la. dun wanna tell. leave it all to Fate.

HaiZz...i have to get my hands on for my DnT artefact. argh!! NA students are already finishing their artefact n we being the EXP students are so damn slow! i dunno whose fault izzit. Students or teacher? partly teacher cos he didn't push us n bug us. haha. i'm doing taking DnT for my O's but here is my dad getting worried n excited over it. he's been offering me to go to Sim Lim to get my stuffs but i keep rejecting it. its not that i don't accept his offer -in fact, i like that.it makes live easier for me. haha- but i need to get approval from my teacher first. see if he agrees on my artefact n any improvement. i know my dad better. he'll only offer once. once u reject, thats it. its gone. but i know he won't do that this time round la.haha. OKOK. i MUST GET MY ARTEFACT GOING!!

k lah. need to get my arse going before mum shouts at me again for not bathing yet. haha. support 4B ya. pray for us. thanks =D Peace Out

feeling appreciated.

2006-04-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

life is getting irritated. irritated with ppl. just hate when ppl intrude my privacy. haiya, dun wanna talk abt la. just makes me hate it more. vengeance growing within.

aniwaes, had cheer practice today. the dance steps are like...OMG! its so damn fast but yet cool. i like it but it seems like i can't master it. haha, of course. how do u expect someone as stiff as me to dance hip hop? funny la. i can even laugh at my own dance. LOL. its fun to get urself involved in all this "in-thing" once in awhile la. haha.

sad things happened today. one of my close frens got upset over the cheer. the overall i/c forgot to put her name in the team and she felt offended. Fana, if u're reading this, dun brood over it la. Rachael has lots of things to do. Perhaps it just slipped out of her mind. U noe her rite...she's taking charge of eveything. From t-shirt to choreography n stuffs. Forgive her la. it takes a real person to forgive someone.

here's the highlight of the day. the sec 1s will be getting their uniform. tried their unifrom out today. they were so damn eager that they made a hell of a noise n got themselves punished by my CI. pity damn la. Haha. but what to do. shots are called by her not me. it was a total chaos in that room. i couldn't take it man. lucky me i didn't get admitted into the IMH. everywhere was like "Nadiah this one can? Nadiah this one ok?" i can't be left alone with a peace state of mind. Imagine, settling 42 kids clothings in an hour. i was like their mom lor...Gosh! that was a total nightmare. it seems like they like me lots. even though there were 5 other NCOs there, they choose to come to me. haha. the fact that they look up to me makes me feel so grateful n appreciated. not only that, never in my life did a grp of ppl pose positive comments on my looks. well, these peeps did. thanks a lot guys. =D haha

ok la. writing off to get my hmk done. lets get some ink going. haha. alrite, buaiZz..

Pain, fun, anger, satisfaction...

2006-04-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

A breath of relief at last. Another week of sch has ended and tomorrow will be beginning of a new one. Didn't update my blog for the past few days cos apparently i was too tired and have got no time for it. hahaKz...

Remember i said that my GOH contingent was sucky? and that our commandant is..."so-so"? Well, i guess i will have to take back what i said cos i must admit there has been improvements. Drastics actions were taken by my CIs n mind u, it wasn't pleasing to some of us. Those who have been coming down for trainings but not performing well were being taken out by from the contingent. Pity them lahZ..but what to do. If we don't change these ppl who are not performng well n they are just there for the sake of being in the prestigious contingent, we are gonna trashed by Mr Teo for not being oblivious to these matters. N he has been condemning us! Argh..Parade commander n GOH commander has been changed. That made a BIG improvement.

I'm so glad God heard my silent prayer. Although it was kinda shocking at first for my CI V Tan to appoint me as the GOH commander, i was determined to turn things over. I'm sooo happy! Hahaha...i didn't know why she changed both the PC n the GOH com n i don't even wanna noe y. But pity Huda la. I know she's been dying to become the GOH com but she has to understand that our pride is currently at stake now n it defeats the purpose of becoming a commander if her command can't be heard. Yesterday Mr Teo invited an SAF Navy officer to train us. Gawd!! i don't know what in the world he's upto but nvm, we learnt a lot from him. Razali almost got discharged from the 2 Parade ic but he defended himself n managed to be given a 2nd chance.

Angry that my contingent still can't get what it means n what it takes to be a Guard of Honour. They're still fooling around. I don't want to punish them cos i dun believe in doing so n that they will end up showing attitude n nothing is achieved but hatred. i psycho them time n again n i can see them understanding me n things have changed quite a bit. Still, we have a looong way to go. Yet to improve to Mr Teo that we're worth becoming the GOH. HahaKz..

Aniwaes, dad bought me a new USB drive. Cruzer Micro with skins. Kinda cool. Can change the skin color as n when i like. There's white,bue n pink. Cool huh...haha. Don't noe why the sudden move to get me IT stuffs when i myself is an IT idiot. Haha..but neverheless, thanks a lot daddy. Haha :D. I'm not really into IT but more into photography. Been aiming for a DiviCam. HahaKz...wonder if any kind soul out there would get me one for my birthday. That would be the best gift ever! haha...yea rite. Dream on Nadiah. LOL.

Alright. Back to sch stuffs. Need to get my hmk done by this afternoon. So peeps, stay cool and rock on. Outss...

Sports Heats 2006

2006-03-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

Just got back from my Heats at the WDL stadium. Sch released us early at 1230. After sch went to cwp to get some ice-cream. my peeps were craving for it. i dunno whats up with them. haha.

aniwaes, reached stadium at 1350. got changed and looked for my no. tag. all geared up for the run. i just can't get this nervous feeling out of me. i don't noe y. i just hate that feeling. its always pulling me back. i'm scared. scared of what? i really do not know. perhaps i was just scared i might fall on the track and ending up last for the race. haiZz...i guess its common. i hate it man, i really do. n because of this i wasn't performong well for my 100m n 4x4oom race. i actually wanted to run in the 4x100m B div Girls as well as the mixed relay. but too bad. i just proved my mates wrong in my 100m race. i flunk. they were worried about my feet too. thanks a lot guys for being so concerned.

but my class guys did GREAT!! it was fantastically fabulous. *?????* they ran with all their might n managed to get the top 3 positions in every race. Haha...but stupid laa...fiq wasn't allowed to run over some disciplinary matters. haiZz...he was our best runner. stupid sey...the sch was clever enuff to take actions against him by forfeiting him from the Heats. *sigh* nvm la fiq. learn ur lesson!

haha. ok la. damn tired sak..dunno how i'm gonna pull through tmr. confirm there's gonna be alot of empty seats in class tmr. just watch hahaKz..*sigh* tmr after maths MORE prog, have to go for NPCC training. its a reherasal for our Speech Day. NP will be the GOH this year. but we sux man! i hate the way we carry ourselves. our drills just sux. tmr i'll have to screw them up n make sure they get it right. even our contingent commander n parade commander can't do the proper sedia n senang diri. horrible sak. so ashamed.i personally feel that i'm better than our contingent commander. i mean, she's our contingent commander just beacuse she's the chairperson for WDL NPCC Unit. lame la. i can't even hear her command. c'mon la...our pride is currenly at stake. something has to be done. i guess we've just be given TOO MUCH face. let me be the 1st person to change them. i dun care if they're gonna hate me for life. in fact, i like that. i'm just carrying out my duty.sorry guys.

i'm gonna come to sch in slippers tmr. cari alasan la tknk pakai uniform NP. kakakakaka....

Pain arh!!...

2006-03-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

Argh!...my toe hurts. A lot! aahhh...i just undergone a mini operation this afternoon at the National Skin Ctre. u noe wad the nurse did??! she was so cruel. i had this wart growing out of my right toe. it was due to a viral infecton. i myself dunno from where i got it from.
aniwaes, when i entered the treatment room, she was already armed with her mask n gloves n stuffs. wasn't really intimidated though. Hahas..the moment she asked me to sit on the operation chair, she had this blade in her fingers and asked me to show her my feet. the next thing i noe, she started cutting that thing growing on my feet! gawd! what the hell was she doing?? she didn't even apply any antiseptic on that area. n for goodness sake, it was damn painful! of coursela when its painful, it starts bleeding. then, it came the most horrifying part. she said she's gonna apply this liquid nitrogen by spraying it. i thought it was normal lah since its only a liquid. she said "Be prepared. Its gonna sting u. Its at -196 deg Cel." i was like, what??! gosh!
the pain was and still is unbearable. i was down there gripping my feet hard. biting my shirt n there stood my dad watching at me as if its nothing. hahaha...it was kinda funny anyway. had to limp all the way back home. every inch hurts. haiZz...
now its holding me back. i'm gonna be held back for my sports heats tmr. arrgghhh...my peeps r gonna scream their top off at me. haha...thats what they to do to ppl who are not willing to participate n win for the class. they know i can run n i noe it too. but mom's not letting me go. Doc said i can go to sch as per normal n put on my sch shoe. i tried that just now n dun find it painful. *sigh* lets just hope things take for e turn tmr. really need to win this time round. everyone does!
argh...alright2. i'm signing off now. Peace..

Saturday, 25 March 2006

2006-03-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

Lepak time!! My memberzz...ada aja yg nk rosakkn gbar tau

U're missing a spot,Diq! Never underestimate them. Special stunt..hehe

a day at the metta home. helping them clean the place. entertain them. bring smiles to their faces. had fun fooling ard with my 4Barbarians. hahaha

No more the HC...

2006-03-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

SSGT Nisa n me. She was the last person i took picture with in that formal dress code :D
Councillors helping themselves to the food
Shafiq MSL, me n Amirul
FHM n Me. Gosh! He sure doesn't know how to smile..
Me n my 2 receptionists for the day :)

FHM, Huda, Nadiah, Shakilla

stepped down on 24 March 2006.there. gone. gone are the days of my student leadership in wdl. no more meetings. no more ties. no more badges. no more duties. all gone in nano secs when i hand over my post to the new head Purnima. hopefully, she'll do a good job. of course!. i'm gonna miss the times i spent in the board. gonna miss attending formal occasions and surely, i'm gonna miss the time i get to screw people up. haha. HaiZz...i'm gonna miss.

*Psst...i sure look cute n smart in that blue blazer right??? hahaha...

Gdbye 2005 Welcome 2006

2006-01-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

Well, a year has gone and a year has come. Bagiku, tahun 2005 telah banyak meninggalkan perisitiwa manis. Ia juga merupakn tahun di mana aku melalui banyak rintangan hidup. Bak kata orang, sec sch years ni lah yg paling best. 2005 started with me being nominated as a Head Councillor. Siapa sangka, org yg serba kekurangan mcm aku ni mampu jadi Head Councillor. Tak pernah terlintas di fikiranku bahawa aku akan menjadi seorang ketua. Well, everything comes with a price. Bukannya senang nak jaD ketua. Darah aku boleh naik layankn karenah bdk2 yg minta keperluan berlebihan. Ada ke patut dier minta air-con kat dewan sekolah. Kau pikir sekolah ni hotel? Semua nak 1st class.. Bukan itu saja. Kat sekolah satu cerita kat rumah lain cerita. Ibu bapaku tk senang dgn perlantikanku hingga kini. Haizz..tkpelah. I'll just have to bear with it for the next 3 months i guess. Hehe..
Then, my "contract" got extended for another year. (Not everyone knows what "my contract" refers to) hehe..Its a good thing i got to stay in the team for another year. HahaKz..i suppose my presence means a lot to the team. Nyiiaahhhh...We ended off well. (umm..actually, not quite well). Kami merangkul tempat ketiga dalam Pertandingan FAS Inter School Girls Soccer League. Could have done much better. TaP kita kasi chance sama itu Bowen la. Hehe..(mcm betol jek) = p. Man, i miss those noisy times with Seri n all. Her chattiness n us having to bear with it. Haha. Well, utk tahun 2006 ni pandai2 la korang jaga gawang eh..hehe. Maintain permainan tu. We play the game. Dun let the game play us. Ceh... hehe. =p All the best Team!( Maaf cg. Contract saya da habis as of 31st Dec at 12 midnight. Hehe..)
Banyak kali juga aku nak stage terima hadiah. Tak kira lah trophy ke medal ke certificate ke. Waduh...banyak sekali sih...Trophy utk tahun lepas jek aku ada 5. (Sports day nye trophy aku tak kira la). I represented the school quite a number of times. In different areas la. Aku dpt mini trophy atas kejayaan ku memenangi Best Language Award ML utk blogku yg tercinta ini. Hehe..Zureen ngan Fahmi cemburu seh aku dpt. Tkpelah. Tahun ni korang perlahan2 kayuh lah ye. Hehe = D. Aku naik stage lagi to receive our medal on our achievement in Girl's Soccer. Again, i got a trophy for being a NAPFA Perfect Scorer. Yg best nye..member2 aku sume dapat ah.(walaupon kita berlainan kelas) Lepas satu nama, lagi satu nama member aku dier panggil. JaD mcm amazing gitu la. Hehe.. 2 kali aku naik stage to receive certificate on Best Student of the Month Award.Boleh jaD famous jgk aku ni ye. Hehe...(PERASAN!) Syukur alhamdulillah atas segala kejayaan ku ini. Looking forward to going up on stage agin this 2006. HahaKz..knowing that ur efforts r being much appreciated is the best feeling u could ever experience.
Pelajaran-wise, tahun 2006 ni yg paling aku penting. O level dok..bulu roma aku boleh naik dgr perkataan "O level". Aku sedar tahun ni aku perlu belajar rajin2. My future is at stake now. I not only have to study hard but study smart also. Well, pray for me n i'll do whatever i can for my O's. Till then, get ur bags ready for tomorrow n happy new year!

Pasca Exam

2005-10-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally OVER. Yeahoo..Had a few excursions as post exam activities. Monday went to Sentosa as part of SS(for History students). Mcm budak2 terbiar kiter ni..kecoh satu bas. Maklumlah. 1st excursion for the year katakan. Hahaz..Takpe la..sekali sekala keluar sama2 pon best gak. Its time for us to release stress n let our hair down. Make chaos abit. Haha..okok. Time puasa2 gini kena jalan bawah sinaran terik mentari memang menyeksa. Sehinggakan ada bdk2 lelaki batalkan puasa. Mak oii... malu kita tau(bdk2 pompan). Cg kiter ,Mrs C, tu christian. Bdk2 lelaki kiter tu gi dgr ckp dier. Mrs C kata "Nvm la. U can't possibly go on not drinking under the hot sun right. U can go on not eating the whole day but must drink lots of water. Nvm la,juz drink. Can pay back another day right?" Amboi amboi...sedapnya mulut. But we understand. Org yg bukan seagama dgn kita sudah tentu tidak memahami erti disebalik perkataan puasa dan bulan Ramadhan. taP yang pelik nye,takkn bdk2 laki tu tak tau bezakn mana yg betul dgn mana yg salah. Haizz..lantak korang lah..da besarkn. Pandai2 la tanggung dosa masing2 ye.
Den Tuesday. Tuesday,kiter gi Haw Par Villa. A good spot for photogenics,like me. Ehem ehem..perasaan nye. Hehe.. banyak yg dapat kami pelajari dari tempat tersebut. Semuanya berkaitan dengan agama bangsa Cina. Dari balasan neraka hingga ke kraf tangan mereka. Kali ni, outing ni dijalankan oleh Jabatan Bahasa Ibunda *ceh..* hai..mcm2 gelagat2 cg2 kiter ni..ada aja yg nak buat lawak. Hmm..biarlah. Diorang pon nak release stress gak. hehe.. OK la. kalau nak describe betapa funnya kiter nue trip, memang tak boleh dikatakan in words. I'll leave eu to the pics. Adios..

Congrats Gals!

2005-08-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

Finally,my effort or - should i say our effort - paid off!...YES!..We (WDL Sec) won the 3rd placing in the FAS Inter-School Soccer League 2005..Yeahooo!...Perhaps its no big deal winnining a 3rd placing. But hey!..Who cares..we made it!But frankly speaking we DON'T deserve it. Bowen Sec deserve it. I mean, its not that we're no good but we are BETTER than them!. (Bowen Sec got 2nd btw) Let me tell u Bowen Sec, u won BY LUCK! I repeat BY LUCK! U beat Siglap Sec by chance and u drew with us. N its all my fault for not turning up on our last match against Queensway. Bloody fucking pissed off by 'him'. We could have at least secured a draw instead of a 2-0 lost. How i wish i could turn back time. HaiZzz...:(. Well,what's been done can't be undone. Let's see how far we n they can go. But all in all, everyone did a great job. Lets just pursue the dream of becoming a professional footballer one day. HahAhaHA.. like real.(even though i dun wish to become one). I would like to extend my greatest feeling of appreciation to my team mates for having made this far n not forgetting our 2 heroes-Bon n Cikgu- for supporting n cheering us on by the side(even though at times u guys scream ur heads off n it kanda irritates some if us) HehEhe.... Thanks gals! Keep up the great work n hope to get a better placing next time round. OK?..(That is if only our Soccer Master decides to give us another round-which i dun think he will)HeheHe..

*We had a Prize-Giving-Ceremony at the Singapore Amercan School today.

Bad Day

2005-07-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

OKOK. Lets begin. Juz got back from today's tournament at Bowen Sec. Won 5-1 against Yishun Sec. Win right?? But the thing which pissed me off today was my players' attitude. Damn !%^~* lousy!. Dah menang buat hal menang ah. Apa lagi yg korang nk gaduh2kn lagi? Si Shalani ni nak step power konon. Jalan dah.Tak heran ah ngan kau.Aini tk pernah2 marah, hari ni dia melenting. Tapi its partly her fault also la. Why u hide behind the defenders? How to pass u the ball? One more thing. Bawa bola jgn jauh2 sangat la. Keeper senang tangkap. Kalau shoot,jgn la kau shoot straight. Tendang kuat sikit ah. Tapi yang betul2 buat aku geram is Shalani. Man!! Who the heck do u think u are man?? Mentang2 kau main utk club,jadi kau bagos ah? Please la eh! Nowadays there's no soccer player which ought to be an idol ok!! Not even Beckham, much more urself. Soccer players who are ought to be saluted are people like Fandi Ahmad. Skilled player but doesn't show it off. Very humble. Rambut style2 lawa2, main tak bagus buat ape?? Shalani is rude. Hate her attitude. HaizZzz...Dunno whats gonna happen in the next few matches. Wonder whether she's gonna turn up or not.

But nevertheless, let what happened today as it is. Let it be a learning lesson to all. Perhaps i should have a say if another heated argument crops up. Chill man. Keep ur cool. Btw,we have not lost a single match so far. Played matches n results: 1. Siglap 0-0 2.HIHS 4-1 3.Fajar 7-0 Hope to maintain the pace of not losing. Wish us luck!

Back from a long break

2005-06-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

OK. I noe its been a long time since i last updated my blog. I'm still accessing to this site to blog in case u nombskulls out there aren't aware of this. Reason being,this web address has done a good deed (banyak berjasa) for me by winning in the competiton. Hahaha...
OKOK. Lets sum up what has happened for the last err...2 months?? Quite a lot la hor. NPCC i'm being 'upgraded' to an NCO from a cadet. Took over the juniors. But the only thing is that i haven't gone thru' my NCO camp/course. Will be going thru' it soon in aug/oct. Very late right?..i noe2.HaizZzz...I HATE my NPCC unit man!! I dunno why. But its just that it seems like it has not been an experiencing episode in my life so far. Maybe because the schedule is much more tighter now than back and officers are stricter with us compared to back then when trainings falls on Saturdays. Everything nedds to be done fast. I guessed its the new system which the government just implemented where civil servants only work 5 days a week. Teachers are paid to guide us and not to add more stress on us. They get he weekend to rest whereas us?? Loads of homeworks/projects to study n plenty of tests to study. Even though they know we have trainings on Wednesdays and come home late n tired yet they give us test/homework to be completed the next day. Argghh!! Can't life get any miserable??
Next thing coming up will be soccer. Tournaments are juz around the corner. I can't wait to get my feet back on the field. Yet,i'm having doubts about my team. Can we make it?? I mean are we able to clinge the championship title this time round?? Fat hopes ya...Look at the standard of your team Nadiah. I'm not saying that they're useless or not talented and unskilled but its just that...hai..only God knows what i mean n how i feel. Nevertheless, i still have faith in them. Lets hope that miracles do happen and with the help with trainings n stuffs we ARE able to make it. At least for the top 3.Lets just do our best n not to repeat the mistakes we did last year alright??

ATTENTION!! PERHATIAN!!!

2005-05-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

Ingin saya maklumkan bahawa blog-blog entry yang akan mendatang tidak semestinya di tulis dalam bahasa Melayu. Jikalau entry-entry sebelum ini di dalam bahasa Melayu(yang boleh dikatakan Melayu 'solid') ini disebabkan oleh kerana weblog ini direka khas untuk peraduan Weblog yang dianjurkan oleh Innova JC. Namun,kini peraduan tersebut telah pun berakhir dan saya ingin terus menggunakan lelaman web ini. Hasil daripada peraduan tersebut,saya telah memenangi 'Best Language Award for Malay Language'. Saya akan terus mengemaskinikan kejadian seharian saya,itu pun jikalau masa mengizinkan. Maklumlah,saya ni sibuk orangnya. Ada saja kerja yang perlu diselesaikan setiap hari. Untuk menyenangkan saya meluahkan perasaan, kemungkinan, bahasa campuran akan digunakan. Jikalau para pembaca tidak menyenanginya,harap maaf. Tapi oleh kerana ini adalah on-line diary saya,adalah hak saya untuk memilih.

Harap maklum. Sekian,terima kasih.

Isu Kasino

2005-04-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

Keratan akhbar BH, Selasa 19 Apr

Pemerintah telah memberi lampu hijau untuk membina dua buah kasino di Singapura. Walau bagaimanapun, sesetengah warga Singapura membantah keputusan pemerintah. Bagiku, tiada masalah untuk pemerintah membina kasino di Singapura kerana aku tahu ia adalah salah satu langkah untuk membangunkan ekonomi Singapura. Tetapi, apa yang aku bimbangkan ialah : Bagaimana pula dengan umat Islam di Singapura? Adakah kami dibenarkan masuk? Adalah lebih baik jika pemerintah menyekat kemasukan umat Islam bagi mengelakkan masalah sosial dan tahi judi. Kami diharamkan memasuki tempat-tempat maksiat seperti ini. Bagaimana pula dengan anak-anak muda di Singapura? Adkah pemerintah akan membenarkan mereka masuk? Jika tidak, apakah langkah-langkah yang akan diambil bagi melarang mereka masuk? Berapakah had usia bagi pengunjung-pengunjung kasino? Di negara barat sudah ada kasino. Pergaduhan dan permusuhan kerap kali berlaku. Adakah pemerintah sudah bersedia untuk berhadapan dengan masalah sebegini? Mungkin pemerintah dapat menjadikan masalah di barat sebagai satu pengajaran dan mengambil tindakan seterusnya yang wajar.

Setakat itu sahajalah dapatku meluahkan pandangan ku terhadap pembinaan kasino di Singapura. Harap pemerintah dapat melakukan sesuatu secepat mungkin agar Singapura tidak akan menjadi huru-hara. Akhir kata, saya akan sentiasa berdoa agar Singapura terus maju dan menjadi sebuah negara aman dan makmur.

Detik Yang Bersejarah Buatku

2005-04-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

Pengawas-pengawas Sekolah Menengah Woodlands

Seperti tahun-tahun yang lalu, sekolahku telah mengadakan suatu majlis untuk pengawas-pengawas (Student Councillor Investiture) bagi mengenal pasti ketua murid bagi tahun itu dan menyambut kedatangan pengawas-pengawas baru dari menegah satu dan dua serta mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada pengawas-pengawas menengah empat yang telah banyak berjasa kepada sekolahku. Tidak seperti tahun-tahun yang lalu , dimana aku menaiki pentas untuk menerima sijil kontrak selama setahun, kali ini aku telah dipilih sebagai ketua murid bagi tahun 2005. Aku berasa sungguh berbesar hati dan bangga atas kejayaanku ini. Titik peluhku selama 2 tahun yang lalu telah membuahkan hasil akhirnya. Aku dipilih setelah memenangi pengundian oleh guru-guru dan murid-murid disekolahku. Aku telah berjaya menawan hati mereka :).

Dengan jawatanku dan sokongan daripada penghuni-penghuni Sekolah Menengah Woodlands, aku berharap agar aku dapat mengharumkan nama sekolahku dengan masa yang terdekat ini. Aku akan cuba sedaya-upaya untuk membuat perubahan kepada sekolahku. Ini juga bermakna aku harus meningkatkan tahap persembahanku di sekolah agar menjadi contoh kepada murid-murid yang lain. Aku tahu ini bukan sesuatu perkara yang mudah. Perubahan tidak akan berlaku semalaman. Aku harus sabar dan tabah dalam menjalani kehidupan harianku di sekolah. Komen dan kritikan akan aku terima dengan minda dan hati yang terbuka.

Sambungan 'Detik yang bersejarah buatku'

2005-04-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

Jawatankuasa Eksekutif 2005
Ketua murid 2005 : Barisan hadapan, ketiga dari kiri (Nadiah).
Penolong ketua murid : Barisan hadapan, kedua (Fong Yee) dan keempat (Fahmi) dari kiri.

Ulasan Novel

2005-04-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

Novel

Tajuk Novel : Satu Janji
Penulis : Ramlee Awang Murshid
Penerbit : Alaf 21

Cerita ini mengisahkan tentang seorang usahawan muda, Luqman, yang tinggal bersama keluarga angkatnya. Perasaan balas dendam timbul dalam dirinya apabila bapanya ditembak mati ketika dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah dari pejabatnya. Motif pembunuhan disyaki atas dasar dengki.

Balas dendam,pencarian keluarga kandung keadilan, kasih sebuah percintaan, air mata dan kesetiaan seorang lelaki bernama suami, adalah satu janji yang melingkari hidup Luqman. Begitulah janji Luqman yang tidak sekali-kali berundur walaupun banyak rintangan dan cabaran, yang menjadi liku kehidupan, penuh ranjau berduri.

Tragedi pembunuhan ayah Luqman, telah membuka satu rahsia yang menjadi hijab jalur pengkhianatan. Pada ketika inilah Luqman menemui Adelia Musatapha. Kerana cinta, Luqman berjanji untuk mengenali wanita itu. Dan kerana janji itulah Luqman melamar Adelia. Mereka kemudian diijabkabulkan. Kasih dan cinta Luqman, rupa-rupanya menjadi racun berbisa di hati Adelia. Janji yang begitu teguh di hati Luqman membawa musibah akhirnya. Dengan segala kudrat, Luqman berjaya bangkit untuk menggapai janjinya semula.

Mesej yang ingin disampaikan penulis ialah kita sebagai manusia haruslah sentiasa berpegang kepada janji kita. Jika kita memungkiri janji, susah untuk orang di sekililing mempercayai kita. Penggunaan bahasanya padat dan senang difahami. Tiada penggunaan bahasa campuran. Pengajaran yang dapatku pelajari ialah sentaiasa berpegang kepada janji yang telah dilafazkan. Kasih sayang sesama insan juga penting dalam menjalani kehidupan harian.

Cuti Sekolah Yang Lalu

2005-04-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

Bergambar diluar Istana Kesultanan Melaka.

Sebulan yang lalu, Jabatan Bahasa Melayu sekolahku telah menganjurkan lawatan sambil belajar ke Melaka. Lawatan tersebut bertujuan mendedahkan kepada para pelajar kebudayaan Melayu dan sejarah kegemilangan kesultanan Melayu Melaka.Para murid terdiri daripada menengah tiga yang kebanyakannya dari aliran ekspres. Antara tempat yang kami lawati ialah sebuah tokong Cina di Jalan Hang Li Poh. Di sana, terdapat sebuah perigi yang airnya agak unik sedikit. Kami ditunjukkan satu aksi silap mata di mana pemandu pelancong kami menuangkan air perigi tersebut ke dalam sebuah mangkuk yang ditutup dengan tuala dan kemudian memusingkannya. Apa yang unik ialah air tersebut tidak tumpah!

Setelah itu,kami makan tengah hari di sebuah restoran Baba Nyonya. Di sana, kami dihidangkan dengan makanan orang-orang peranakan. Setelah itu, kami ke salah sebuah masjid yang tertua di Melaka iaitu Masjid Tengkera,untuk menunaikan solat jamak qasar. Tidak kami sangka, di perkarangan masjid itu juga terletaknya makam Sultan Hussin Shah, sultan terakhir Singapura.

Kami meneruskan perjalanan ke Stadhuys. Di sana, kami sempat bergambar dengan seekor ular Albino. Gerun rasanya apabila aku melihat sahabat-sahabatku bergambar dengan binatang tersebut. Maklumlah,aku takut dengan ular sejak kecil lagi. Selesai bergambar, kami mendaki bukit ke Gereja St Paul's. Penat sungguh kami mendakinya. Apakan tidak, ia terletak di puncak bukit. Di situ terdiri patung St Paul yang kodong tangannya. Menurut pemandu pelancong kami,ia mungkin disebabkan oleh dahan-dahan pokok yang ditiup angin lalu menghempap tangannya mengakibatkannya patah.

Kami kemudian ke Muzium Budaya dan Istana Kesultanan Melaka yang terletak tidak jauh dari kaki bukit itu. Di sanalah kami banyak mempelajari tentang budaya sejarah orang Melayu. Bangunan tiga tingkat itu dipenuhi dengan pameran-pameran kebudayaan orang Melayu seperti pakaian tradisional Melayu,keris dan banyak lagi.

Di situ jugalah berakhirnya lawatan kami. Kami mengatur langkah pulang ke tanahair pada jam kira-kira 5 malam dan selamat tiba di Singapura pada jam 9 malam.Aku juga ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada tiga orang guru Bahasa Melayuku iaitu Cikgu Fazil,Cikgu Suraidi dan Cikgu Hamimah atas pengorbanan masa dan kesabaran mereka melayankan kerenah kami sepanjang perjalanan. Harap cikgu dapat menganjurkan lawatan sebegini lagi pada masa akan datang.